The Petals ~𝒜 Tododeku 𝐹𝒶𝓃𝒻𝒾𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃

𝙸 𝚂𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚈𝚘𝚞 -♥✧~ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟾

//Izuku POV\\
Tuesday, 5:32 p.m
WARNINGS: Detailed writing describing a panic attack (sorta?), mentions of blood, swores,

Me: Oh, and when is a good time for you guys to head down?

I texted Todoroki, waiting for a response while laying on my bed. I stared at the message for a few minutes before becoming too impatient. I decided to text our group chat about the plans. 

Apparently, something happened and Ashido told me she and Jirou couldn't make it. Kacchan thought it was stupid and said he was going to train instead. Kirishima was going to go with him, but Kacchan wouldn't let him. I thought it was cute at the time when I read it. However, now I just have to wait for Todoroki to text me back... 

After waiting for a bit, I got impatient and anxious. For some weird reason, Todoroki makes it a habit to text me back immediately and if he doesn't, I'd usually know why. Though, he is busy studying right now... I shouldn't even be worried. 

I only sigh and tell the group chat to all head downstairs and get ready with whatever like pillows or blankets and get snacks while they are at it. I decide to eventually just go to wherever Todoroki and Momo are studying and tell them that if they are ready to watch the movie downstairs, they can. I should start and see if they are in Todoroki's dorm since it's closest. (idk if thats accurate) Oh! I'll text him too, just in case he is going to answer this time.

Me: Hello? I'm going to head over there to your dorm cause' you aren't answering >:0

I shove on a hoodie, set my phone in my pocket and set off walking to his dorm rather quickly, and anxiety settling in my stomach. Momo likes Todoroki. What if they are together? What if they are doing something right now? Like kissing? (Thats the worst thing Izuku can think of that they are doing,,,)

I shake my head, and cough into my hand, a petal flowing out. I stare at it with furrowed eyebrows as if it could see my angry expression and shove it in my hoodie pocket as well as wipe my mouth with my sleeve. I probably stained my hoodie with blood.

I continued on my way to the elevator. I click the floor number and the doors slowly close as I pull my phone out, staring at my texts. Maybe I shouldn't go and just text him again. I don't even know why I'm coming up here, I just.. feel like seeing him. 

I blush at the thought. I just want to see his face, and smile. Maybe, if we were more, I could see it every day-

The doors ding as I cough another petal out. I shove it in my pocket and walk down the hallway as I forget what I was thinking about and focus on my new task. I approach the door quietly and hear faint talking. I sigh as I press my ear against the door gently and as quietly as I could.

 I shouldn't be doing this...

"You're amazing, Todoroki." I hear a girl's voice- Momo- speak softly. I feel worry encase me as I wait for Todoroki's response.

"I-... You're welcome? I mean, I don't think I'm really that amazing, but.." His voice, that always made me happy, struck me with fear as he hadn't finished his statement. I stayed pressed against the door for a few seconds before deciding to just go in and ask since I'm already here. You shouldn't do that either. The voice in my head warns me, but I can't help it. Stop them. The other voice is quiet in my head, but I know it's what is pushing me to do this. Stop them from doing anything. Interrupt them.