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//Third Person POV\\Friday, During School

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//Third Person POV\\
Friday, During School

Midoriya could not help it. He tried his best, he really did. But every time he glanced at Todoroki, his heart would squeeze and he would get doubts plaguing his mind. The constant reminder that, yes, he is going to confess soon and that, yes, he may get rejected lingers. 

Midoriya also knew that if he even said, "Hello," to Todoroki, he wouldn't get far in the conversation. He was a nervous wreck. He tried his best not to think about it. But he couldn't help it. If his plans were gonna go to plan, he was going to confess soon. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe Today. Midoriya had no idea. Midoriya really hopes Todoroki doesn't notice how he is avoiding him, though. He would feel way too guilty.

Unfortunately for Midoriya, Todoroki was definitely noticing it. He had noticed it all day. Todoroki had been concerned for Midoriya the past few days. Midoriya was missing school and now he had bandages on his eye. Todoroki just wanted to make sure Midoriya was alright, but every time he even took a step towards Midoriya, the green-haired kid would immediately walk away and avoid him. Midoriya wasn't doing Todoroki's thoughts any good. All Todoroki could think about was what he could have possibly done wrong and how to apologize to Midoriya without letting him know that he has no idea what he did. 

Todoroki honestly tried really hard to talk to Midoriya, but his classmate just seemed to avoid him like the plague. This morning Midoriya waited until Todoroki left the dorm to go to the common room and walk with his other friends. Midoriya tried to be the last one in the class so that there would be no time for them to talk. Midoriya had rushed out of the classroom to lunch and Todoroki was conflicted about sitting with him or not. He decided to go up to Midoriya who looked really red.

"A-ah! H-hey... Todoroki!" Midoriya's voice cracked and Todoroki became concerned. 

"Hello, Midoriya. Can I.. Sit with you guys today?" Todoroki directed the question towards Midoriya, however, everybody cut in telling him he was welcome. Midoriya and Todoroki didn't talk at all at the table, Tsuyu, Uraraka, and Iida having their own conversation. 

At the end of the day, Todoroki almost talked to Midoriya, but he just packed up even quicker and left.

Todoroki could always have gone to Midoriya's dorm and asked himself, but Todoroki had a feeling that Midoriya did not want to see him, so Todoroki drowned in his thoughts.

[Time Skip, After School]


Todoroki erased all his work for the math problem that he had been working on for 30 minutes. It was getting frustrating and the problem was easy, but Todoroki couldn't focus. At all. Todoroki just threw his pencil down on the table and gave up. The work wasn't due tomorrow anyways, and it was getting pretty late. 

Todoroki glanced at the clock-- 11:48 p.m. It wasn't as late as Todoroki had been sleeping recently, but it was still past the time everybody was supposed to be asleep. Todoroki just sighs and rubs his eyes. He was tired, but he wouldn't be getting any sleep when he still kept thinking about Midoriya. 

Whatever, He thought, I'm just going to go for a walk or something.

[Midoriya POV]

I feel bad.. Well, okay. I generally feel sick all the time because of the hanahaki disease. But that isn't what is making me feel bad. Today was normal as always. However, instead of acting like it was your average everyday normal, I avoided Todoroki. Why? Because I have feelings for him that need to be confessed to him as soon as possible. I had a feeling that I would be an awkward and nervous wreck if I even went up and said, "Hi" to him, so I just avoided the embarrassment train altogether. I just want to apologize to him as soon as possible and hopefully confess. 

Lunch was tense enough. I barely even talked to him and Todoroki definitely noticed. He probably hates me now or something! I screwed up again. Like always! I don't even know when I'm going to confess. I don't even know what I'm doing. I'm a wreck. A mess. I've never even confessed.. Well, that's not true; I've confessed before, but that time was a wreck and what if it just ends up the same? No, Todoroki wouldn't do that to me, right? Right? 

I shake my head as if it got rid of my thoughts. I need to just clear my head. It's all too cluttered and messy and I need to sort out all of my thoughts. 

Slowly, I roll out of bed and check the time. 11:34 p.m. That's not too late. Nobody would even notice if I went for a short walk, right? Right. 

I slowly change into shorts and a hoodie and grab my phone and earbuds. I put on bandages on my face quickly, making it look messy. I only shrug at it. It's not like anybody is gonna see me, but just in case. I tug on my red shoes and check the time again. 11:49. 

I head out and make my way down to the common room and out the door, trying to be as quiet as I can and with no interruptions except for noises outside. I start to walk and not only a few minutes later I hear something behind me. The door? Did someobody notice me leaving or something?- I turn around and see Todoroki leaving the dorms and noticing me. WHAT THE HECK? WHY IS HE HERE!?

"Midoriya!?" I hear him call my name, clearly as shocked as I am. I freeze in place and he makes his way over to me, a concerned look on his face. I blush, seeing him worry for me.

"Midoriya? What.." He avoids looking at my face for a second and sighs, seemingly making a decision in his head. "What happened to your eye? Why do you have bandages?" He asks quickly, the questions he's been dying to ask revealing themselves. My blush just grows on my face as he takes a step closer to me, trying to look at my bandaged eye more closely. S-so close!

"I-i-i-... u-uh.. W-well.." I stutter incoherently. He just takes it as an answer and continues his questions.

"Never mind that. Midoriya.. I'm.. Sorry." My embarrassment turns into confusion and worry immediately. "And if I'm gonna be honest, I don't know for what. I don't know what I did to make you upset and avoid me, but I hope that I can make it up to you and.. I'm just sorry." He mutters a bit as he looks down with a sad expression. I pause, realizing that, Oh god I made him think he did something wrong. Of course, I did! What was I thinking?!  I'm an idiot!

I grab his hand and he looks up (technically down cause Izu is short) at me. Its now or never. Right? If I'm going to confess, then it'll be right here, right now. No backing down. If he rejects me.. I'll get the surgery. This can be the end of this disease. 

"You did nothing wrong, Todoroki. I've just been sick. And.. Well... I.." I hesitate and bit my lip. He looks at me patiently. I sigh internally. Now or Never.

"I have hanahaki disease, Todoroki. That's why I have the bandages." I pull them off, his expression looking like shock as I continue. I'm gonna tell him. He needs to know. He will eventually, right? 

"I-it means that I cough up petals and flowers because I feel one-sided love from my crush... and.. That person is you Todoroki. I.. I love you." 

[1,287 words, 6,912 characters]

A/N: whoops oh no, we have to end it here! 

h a h a suffer losers 

P.S sorry it isn't that good this time; its third person in the beginning and I hate third person >:( but I didn't know whose POV I would choose so- 

Also the next chapter is the last chapter to end off the story!! :  D D  

EDIT: SORRY I FORGOT THE TITLE BAHBAHSBHABHDAB

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