"How are you feeling?" I look back at my phone and give him a 'what do you think' face "yeah stupid question sorry" he said and cleared his throat.
"It's okay Joey" i say "look i know it's not my place to say this but look. I know that it's hard to move on when getting cheated on but Mads it's been a month and a half and I'm the only person you're talking to. Everyone is worried about you.
I know it hurts but you can't push your friends away. The reason of having friends is for them to be there for you but how are they gonna do it when you don't answer calls or texts from them?"I didn't say anything. I just thought about his words.
He continued "getting over break up is very hard but it doesn't mean that you need to stop eating or hanging out with people. All your friends and especially me loves you. You should try to forget it for a while and be here with us"
I still stayed silent because i knew he was right.
I haven't been eating a lot, I haven't checked on my mom even tho she's pregnant and her due date is in 2 weeks.I haven't talked to my friends at all since i came back. It's not because I don't want to it's because I don't want them to have to choose between me or Avani. I know I should go on with my life but I can't.
I only talk to Joey because he forces me to. If I don't answer a call he'll probably come to my house to check on me.
But he was right. It was time to move on. He cheated. His loss not mine.
"You know what Birlem. You're right! I'm not going to let an asshole ruin my life."
"That's the spirit"
"Wanna hang out like right now?" I asked him.
He agreed and said he would pick me up in 10 minutes.I was still trying to get over a break up so i put on grey sweat pants and a tank top. I put a hoodie in my backpack in case i get cold.
Well here goes nothing.
Ik this is short but I need to update asap.
Would you guys want me to make a joshua bassett fanfic?? I was thinking about it soo let me know asap!
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Love Lies//Payton Moormeier
FanficSequel to the Mysterious hot shirtless boy. "Our love doesn't exist anymore"