Fallen

Burning Memories

This story is a continuation of 'Don't Fall' so for reference, backstory, etc. Read that first because this takes place a year after the ending of that.

I'm about to go on stage for the first show of the '666' tour and it's the first live performance and Demi and I's single, 'Close the Door', it's a kind of sad ballad but it's how we felt at the time we wrote it so we decided to perform it that way. We both stand in front of a black black background and end up meeting in the middle by the end of the song. I may be biased but I think it's beautiful. She walks on stage first because she starts the song, then when my part comes, I walk out and everyone starts screaming, which threw me off a little bit but I still gave my best performance throughout, I feel like. As the song ended and Demi gave me an extra introduction and walked off stage, I performed my EP for the first time ever and the crowd actually sang along with it, which made me feel amazing, it was unreal. I only have 5 songs out at the moment, Demi's being the 6th. The only other ft I have at the moment is a song I sang the hook on for Colson and he is on one of my songs, that I'm saving for the last song, its a cute love ballad about our 'story' or whatever, if you look at it differently, it's a song about realizing you met your 'person'. I get through my trappy pop songs and then once I start singing our song, I hear the crowd start screaming as Colson walks out on the stage to do his verse. He walked right up behind me and wrapped his arm around my shoulders as he performed it and kissed me on the forehead before working the stage a little to get the crowd going. When I sang a part I had a kind of high adlib on, he started smiling and bowing down to me like people do when guitar players do kickass solos. I started giggling and sat on his back like we were kids and he was giving me a 'horsey' ride then he somehow managed to stand up with me still on his back, the crowd started cheering when the song was over and he bowed us out then ran backstage with me still on his back. He set me down and started cheering, "Baby! You did it, you fucking rocked it out there, you were amazing." He kisses me then grabs my hand and leads me back where he has to enter the stage, he faces me then says, "So Dom had to back out because his flight was delayed so I was wondering if you'd step in for him on 'I think I'm okay'." I nod, "Hell yeah, the rush hasn't went down yet so I'm fucking riding the wave." He laughs then hugs me, "Alright it'll be right before our song so be ready." I blow him a kiss as he gets lifted and he mouths, "Love you." Before going out of view. 

I stand by the side of the stage and watch him as he performs, he looked hot as fuck so I basically just drooled over him as he performed. I didn't even notice it was my time to go on until the stage manager basically pushed me on stage, I came on a literal note before Yungblud's verse started. I walked out slowly and danced along to the music until I got to Colson and turned around to dance on him until the chorus came back, the whole crowd went nuts when I did a pussycat doll move on him but I walked to the opposite side of the stage and when we got back to each other in the middle of the stage, he smacked my ass and we goofed off for a moment then as our song started we went back to performer mode.

When we finish up the show and go backstage, the first person I see is Pete and our relationship hasn't really been that great since that altercation we had, shit, a year ago now. We keep it neutral for Colson but we don't speak unless he's around, until tonight. Colson walks off with some random dude and Pete walks up to me, "Congratulations, B. You were great out there, a real natural. It was beautiful." I chuckle, "Really?" He nods, "Really, no games. I'm done with the grudge or whatever is going on between us. I'm sorry I put you in that weird position but I do appreciate you being real with me instead of pussy footing around." I give him a weird look then put my hand out for his but he smacks it away and gives me a hug, "Forgive and forget?" He asks, I nod then say, "I forgive but I won't forget." He nods, "I can respect that." I feel a slight shitty undertone but I let it go, I pat his hand as I walk by him to find Colson. I end up finding him chatting a group of young high school age looking girls then put on a fake smile as I walk up to them, he notices me and wraps an arm around me, "Girls, meet my girl, Brie." They all look at me with envious eyes as I wave at them and say, "Hi girls, I'm gonna steal my man away for a moment." I put emphasis on 'my man'.  As we walk away he whispers, "Thank god, they were going on about some random birthday party happening for a 15 year old and wanted me to come out for it, I had no idea how to respond without being rude." I laugh, "Jesus, so I got a question for you." He nods like 'whats up?' "Demi invited me to a thanksgiving thing with all of her friends a few days before the actual day and I was wondering if you'd be down for that." He thinks for a moment, "Yeah, I'm down for that, if you're down for going to Pete's house on actual thanksgiving, my daughter is going with her Mom somewhere so I get her on Christmas and Pete is practically family so I figured we could at least pop by." I nod, "I'll go anywhere with you." He playfully punches me and gives me a cute smile before lifting me up over his shoulder and taking me down a long ass hallway outside to a car, he sets me down so I get in and he follows me. We all go back where the tour buses are then I manage to squeeze in the first shower and quickly climb up in my bunk, which is right above Colson's. 

I started watching a video on YouTube and about an hour in to my binge, I notice it was almost 3 am and the rest of the bus was quiet so I put my phone on the charger and put it up on a little ledge I had next to my pillow as I turned over, I heard my little curtain open up so I looked behind me and I saw Colson looking at me so I turned toward him and patted for him to get in with me. I have to say, it was kind of hilarious seeing his tall ass climb up into it next to me but luckily is was a full and not a twin sized bed so we weren't cramped. He laid next to me, face to face with and just stared at me for a minute before saying, "Sleeping like this is going to blow and next time, you're climbing into mine because that sucked." I giggle, "Alright. I'm tired though so I'm probably going to pass out." He sighs and starts pulling my tank top down to reveal my breasts, "Come on, you don't want to fool around a little?" I giggle, "We can barely even move as it is, how are we going to fuck in here?" He chuckles, "I said fool around, not fuck but I like where your head's at." I sigh, "Alright." I then start kissing on his neck and slide my hand down the front of his pants and for lack of a better phrase, I started basically jerking him off. He lays on his back and my hand gets tired so I whisper, "Fuck it." and I slide my pants and underwear off at one time then climb on top of him and basically have the quietist quickie I've had with him so far in our relationship. He gets off a lot quicker than he usually does and didn't pull out so that kind of worried me but I figured, screw it, I'd take one of my pills when I wake up.