I will wait for you,
if you promise to come
only towards me.
- Vijaya
Dear you,
Help me.
I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away.
I wish that I didn't remember how you smell.
I wish that I didn't love the sound of your laugh.
I wish my hand didn't fit perfectly into yours.
I wish I had never told you all of my secrets.
I wish I didn't know yours.
I wish that I wasn't jealous of her for being in your life.
I wish that I could forget the way my name sounds coming from your mouth.
I wish I didn't have the stupid bracelet with your initials on it tied around my wrist.
I wish I had the will to take it off.
I wish I could exist without you and not feel pain.
I wish that I had never learnt your name.
But most of all,
I wish that you would love me the way I love you because at the end of the day I still do.
Sincerely and Forever,
me.
