My boyfriends brother *under edit* // Nash Grier // Hayes Grier

Chapter 6

*Nash pov*

I woke to the sounds of sobs coming from outside my room. Its cam. I can barely make out what he is saying...

"I know, I know,I'm s-sorry I t-thought he w-was better....Mrs Grier I swear I w-wouldn't lie to you.... you r-really need to come down here......NO I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED j-ust pl-ease come down he really needs you.....THIS IS NOT A JOKE!....FINE..... BYE."

what the hell is he talking abou-....oh yeah.....fuck.

I take one look at my wrist and instantly feel terrible.It wasn't just a bad dream Nash.

I can hear yelling and things crashing and then the bedroom door suddenly cracks open and cams head pops in,sees that I'm awake,walks over and stands in front of my bed.

 He looks horrible.Bloodshot eyes.Messy hair,and what looks like a bottle in his hand. shit.

"well I hope your happy,you almost killed yourself last night."

The look on his face was not his usual "you fucked up man" mom look and I can almost smell the alcohol rolling off his breath from across the room.All I could do was sit there, lost for words as he went on.

"When I first met you i thought you were just this pretty boy vinner from north Carolina with nothing but a big smile and a even bigger ego,but then something amazing happened. 

6 months of touring and performing,the 6 months when I got to meet the real Nash Grier and become best friends with him.

I knew all your secrets you knew mine. The good secrets...and the bad.Then we got a chance to live together and make our own clothing line and even be on TV.

A few moths pass and I found out the one secret that you kept from me.It broke me inside to learn that you felt this way towards yourself.......and of course knowing me I just had to make things better for you. I couldn't let my best friend live that life. I felt that I was the only one who could help you.I did everything I possibly could to make your world the best that it could be,and then, for a while  I thought things were better,and it kinda was wasn't it?

I mean after 2 years what could possibly go wrong right?"

I could see him getting extremely emotional as he said these next few words

"But one day I get home and run upstairs to take a shower and find you lying on the floor,not sure if your dead or alive,w-with a blade in your h-hand in a- p-pool o-of blood.One of the t-things i f-feared t-the most,is coming t-true.ag-again."

By now he is on my bed,sobbing uncontrollably. He suddenly took the bottle in his hands and threw it against the wall.

"WHY IS EVERYTHING SO FUCKED UP?!?! WHY ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME NASH?!?! WHY CANT YOU JUST BE NORMAL FOR ONCE?!?!"

His words cut through me like a knife,as I watched him get up and leave slamming the door behind him.