Hannah the pregnant Virgin

chapter 14

WARRNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS TOPIS ON VIOLENCE THAT COULD BE A TRIGGER FOR SOME PEOPLE I WILL PUT A STAR* WHEN THE TOPIC COMES UP OTHER THEN THAT THERE WILL BE NO OTHER WARNING. thank you for reading I cant believe we are almost at 300 reads with 24 votes, I am very thankful. Comment share and vote. Now let the chapter begin.

Maddison (5 months ago)

"the baby is not mine Maddie, I really love you but not enough to not be safe when it came to us having sex." Justin says smiling at me with his adorable smile.

"I Justin I know its not yours, I just want it to be." I say trying to laugh

"its been well over three years since we had sex anyways, but everything will be okay Maddie." Justin reassures me pulling me into his arms holding me tight.

Justin is and will always be my best friend. we have been friends since we were four. Our Dad's were childhood bestfriends but his father moved away to college then decided after having both Justin and his little sister Tiffaney that it would make things easier being closer to family.

Justin was 5'7 only an inch taller then me, his short military haircut was a light black color with his baby blue yes. His smile was perfect in every way as well. just everything about him screamed my dream guy. That's why when I was eighteen I asked him as my best friend to take my virginity. He has been the only guy I have truly ever loved.

Still to this day I feel like even after all the guys I have been with in attempt to feel anything as close to the way he makes me feel, it never fails I cant stop thinking about him. The fact I'm in love with my best friend who lives hours away is not only embarrassing because he has a girlfriend, but very painful.

"so who is the lucky fellow who is having a beautiful baby with the famous Maddie Tucker?" he asks pulling away with a smile.

I wasn't smiling though I was terrified. how was I suppose to tell him I was unsure but knew it was one of three guys. the only other people that I have had sex with since him. since the magical night we spent together before he went off to the army.

the now ex boyfriend grant i had been with for two years , the man who I tried so .
hard to love but just wasn't Justin. Grant is and always will be an amazing guy who diffidently didn't deserve anything I put him threw. I cared deeply for him so much that I did love him but I was never in-love with Grant. I don't think that we would ever get there even if we had stayed together. we both knew it was ending before it did.

Then there was Luke his best friend. The guy I decided to cheat on grant with after one stupid night of feeling lonely. I was waiting for Grant to come home. we had so much to talk about. His brother had just passed away and he was pushing me away. while I was waiting inside Luke knocked on the door. He was coming to check on his friend but instead found me. we talked a lot. I felt important, wanted, even beautiful for the first time since Grant pushed me away. So I stupidly acted on that feeling. then Grant came home to find us in his bed, right as we were cuming too which made it worse. I felt terrible still do. I don't know why I did that.

then there was the guy still to this day I haven't seen since the night it all happened. His name was Tyler. I meet Tyler that same night I cheated on grant. I felt so bad about myself that I wanted to get waisted, forget about everything I had done all the pain I had caused. Well I got a little to drunk. I wasn't being smart I had stopped paying attention to my surroundings' Tyler has been buying my drinks dancing with me and making me have a great time. until he drugged one of my drinks. I started feeling really weak and dizzy. I remember him telling me everything was okay and he helped me to his car. I passed out.
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