Wizards Of Love

Chapter 5

Singto woke up with a very adorable Krist curled up on his arms. He looked so peaceful and Singto couldn't stop staring at the angelic face in front of him. Singto wondered how could he have been so lucky to have such a man by him. Could he finally escape the demons in his past with this angel by his side? He wondered. Krist turned a little and Singto drew in a sharp breath as the light filtering through the curtains hit the sleeping boy's face. So pure. Singto felt his heart jump right out of his chest. Krist was beautiful and Singto suddenly realised that his heart already belonged to the paler boy. He sighed as his body radiated with the warmth of his new realisation. But he couldn't suppress the giddiness he felt when he realised that he was in love. Like truly, deeply, madly in love. Oh traitorous heart. He thought to himself as he placed a soft kiss on Krist's forehead.

Krist woke up to an empty bed and no sign of Singto. He pouted. He had expected to wake up basking in Singto's warmth. Guess he had been watching too many romantic movies. He heard someone enter the room and felt a grin spread across his face as he saw Singto walk in. "Hey! Where were you?" He asked and attempted to sit up. "Fuck!" Krist cursed loudly as he felt a sharp pain in his backside. Singto chuckled softly. "Why the fuck are you laughing? You think this is funny?? It's all your doing anyway!" "I can't say that I feel bad for you. I mean, I am proud of what I did. You look well.... 'cared for'." Singto replied with a wink. "You are an asshole!" Krist shrieked, obviously displeased. "Well this asshole loves your tight asshole." Singto said as he climbed onto the bed. Krist felt his cheeks heat up as he realised what Singto had just said. He threw a pillow at Singto's head but found himself locked in a soft kiss. "You are amazing." Singto said softly, looking deep into the chocolate brown orbs looking at him. Krist was breathtaking. Everything about him was so perfect, so good. He was scared he would do something wrong and mess everything up and.... "You are zoning out. What's wrong?" Krist asked, concern lacing his voice. 'I love you.' Singto thought.

Krist's eyes widened as he heard Singto say those three magical words. Was he dreaming? He wondered. "What did you say?" Krist asked, his voice breaking a little. His heart was thumping so loudly that he was sure Singto could hear it. Could it really be that Singto also loved him? Not liked, but loved. Like actually loved? Singto's eyes widened as he realised he had been thinking out loud. Shit! He hadn't meant to say that at all. Not now, maybe not ever. He knew Krist wouldn't love him back right? Now he had gone and ruined whatever they had. "I...I..." He started to pull away but was stopped by Krist. "What did you say? Were you serious when you said it?" Singto looked away. He couldn't bear to look at those eyes looking up at him imploringly. He sighed. He had to tell the truth. He took a shaky breath and said "I... I love you. I... I hadn't meant to tell you... it... I am so sorry. I... I will give you some privacy so that you can wear something. I... I will un.... understand if y-you don't want to see me any-anymore. I- I am sorry Krist." Singto felt tears pricking his eyes. Saying that had hurt so much. But he was used to being alone so he could stand it, maybe.

Krist stared at him, his heart wrenching at the sight before him. Singto was so confident always and it pained Krist to see him so broken, so scared. The tanned boy was so sure that Krist wouldn't return his feelings that he had proceeded to give such a speech without even attempting to know Krist's answer. With each word he had spoken, Krist felt his soul get crushed. He couldn't bear to see Singto in pain, it nearly killed him when the older boy started to move away. Again those damn walls around him! Krist thought. He grabbed Singto's arm and asked, "Aren't you going to listen to what I have to say?" Singto gave a small smile. "I don't think I have the strength to hear your words." Krist groaned. He had forgotten how thick headed Singto could be. Not knowing how else to show Singto his feelings, he pulled the older boy in for a kiss. He wanted to tell so much but he knew Singto would never really listen to him because he was so sure that he would be rejected. Krist let all his feelings pour out into the kiss as he grabbed Singto's neck tighter. He moaned as Singto lightly nibbled on his bottom lip, sucking on it gently. All of a sudden though, Singto pulled away. "What was that for? A farewell kiss?" Singto knew he wouldn't be able to pull himself away if he let himself get pulled in by the intoxicating taste of Krist. It was painful enough to know that his happiness had been so short lived. He couldn't bear to let Krist go yet he knew he didn't have a choice.