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Chapter 3

Yoohyeon's POV

When I got in to my next class Dami came quickly beside me and started asking me if I was alright and that she had bought me food and that she had it in her bag for later. I just nodded at her not wanting to talk that much. I wasn't in the mood. Not because of Siyeon's behaviour. People could think whatever they want. Not everyone can like you. I wasn't in the mood to talk about what happened with Minji. I couldn't understand why she cared so much. The only thing I could think of was that she was feeling sorry about me or guilty. Or that she wanted to be a nice person. Nothing else. She didn't care about me for real. Yeah, that could be...

We had talked before with Minji. When I was still young and I was going out, sometimes, when Handong had sleepovers she was there too. We had talked. But as less as I was coming to those sleepovers, we talked less and less. Till we stopped talking. So it's weird starting to talk to her again.

Later that day, the classes were finally over. I took my bag and gathered my stuff. I was the last one leaving the class. Like always. At the door was Dami waiting for me. Like always. But this time, it was Minji too. I walked passed them without talking.

"Gahyeon and her sister left. Their mom came and picked them up. Handong unnie said she had some stuff to arrange at the vocal class and stayed a little longer. And Bora unnie should be... somewhere around here." Dami said. I nodded my head at the information.

"Minji unnie isn't your dad going to pick you up too?" Dami asked.

"He has a lot of work today. So I'll go by bus. You guys?" She said smiling. Dami nodded and now they were both looking at me waiting for an answer.

"I have somewhere to go first." I said sighing heavily. Dami looked at me knowing exactly what I meant.

"Do you... perhaps, need company... there?" Dami asked softly. She knew me too well. But still, she needed to know if I would be alright.

"It's ok Yub. I can do it. I'll be ok." I told her smiling sadly. Minji was looking at me confused. When we got out I stopped and looked at Dami.

"See you later?" She asked me unsure. Of course we knew that this later would probably be a long time and not just a few hours. But that's how things should be and go.

"Yeah..." I mumbled softly. She hugged me tightly and then she said,

"Be careful Yoohyeon."

"I'll be. You too." I told her softly. I was feeling already tears in my eyes. But I held them in. I just couldn't start crying now. I had so many things to cry on. So this was a small thing. Crying always seemed endless to me anyway.

Minji was looking at me intensely all that time. She wanted to say something but she also respected me so she never did. And I felt more than glad that she didn't. I parted ways with them and started walking on the other way. I had a long way to walk anyway. I could go by bus, but I prefer walking to those conditions. It helped me clear my mind off of things.

After a few hours, it was almost night time. The sun had been hidden behind the big mountains that surrounded our small city, few minutes ago. The sky was colored in red and purple. It was a really beautiful sight to see. I took out my phone and took some photos even if I wasn't here for that reason. But I liked taking photos. Plus, Dami would like these ones. I was out of the cemetery. I felt lost, again. I went inside with tears in my eyes. I sat at my father's grave and put the flowers I had picked up on my way here beside him. I stayed silent for a while praying for him to rest. And then I started talking to him, letting all my emotions go. I started crying cause I couldn't hold my tears anymore. I stayed there till it got late at night.