The Lost Prince (Werewolf Saga Book 4) complete

Chapter 9

The sun feels good on my skin. I think it had been ages since I felt it shine on my skin. It feels like magic. Can it be possible to feel magic like this? I don't know. I put my hands through the light which was shimmering through trees. It made me squeal and laugh like a little girl.

 I wish I had a normal childhood. I wish everything that had happened, never ever happened to me. I wish I was not an outcast in my own pack. But all things I had wished for is nothing now. Not a moment goes by when I don't wish for it to be different.

Dr. Gray accompanied me. She pushed my wheel chair for me. I told her I could do it but she insisted to do it anyway. I keep on playing with the light as we take a walk through the territory. Children, and women were looking at me weirdly. But at this point I was so used to those stairs that I really didn't care about anything at all. "All right we are deep enough" Dr. grey said. Her name is Jenna, but everyone calls her Dr. grey.

"Are you sure you want to witness this? You are practically committing a treason against the pack." I asked her for the last time. When I gone to talk to Dr. grey for taking a friendly stroll through the territory, she asked me why I lied to Alpha. Then I broke down in front of her and told her everything. 

She stroked my hairs and told me that she will help me. She said it would do this pack good, if they ended up not being violent for some time. According to her Victor is a great leader, but he is blinded by his own rage. He does not see the difference between wrong and right anymore.

"Yes, I told you before" She said. I nodded and softly started to sing, the song of nature.

From the distance mountain of North,

Comes the cold wind of the all short,

And from the shiny peak of Maine,

Comes the sweetest of the rain,

And from the sky above,

Comes the warmth,

Comes the song of Love,

Like the warm summer breeze,

Nature will sing to me,

And from the bright moonlit sky,

I will fly,

To the place,

Where nature comes alive...

She gasps, and I saw the effect of my song on my surrounding, indeed nature always had come alive for me. I saw birds sitting on the trees, I saw little animals, and big animals sitting down surrounding me. Flowers had sprouted all around my feet vines circled around the tress, blooming with the fruits and flowers.

I saw the wolf, normal one bowing down his head on my feet. I conjured some air in my hand and it made a invisible pouch. Only to reveal its destination, I pick up freshly fallen leave. I thought about what I want to say and placed them inside the pouch, I then tucked it around the Wolf's neck where it took the colour of it fur. "Reveal only when find Jeremiah" The wolf turned around and ran deeper into forest. The birds dissipated soon and so did the vines and fruits, other animals too disappeared inside the thick trees.

"How did you know that song?" She asked. " The song of the nature, I have always known it by heart. I just don't know how." I said. "Only bravest of heart can call upon the nature spirits, only purest of heart can conjure this much powerful magic. Who were your parents child?" She asked. "They are just pack members from blue moon. Why?" I asked. "Are you not a daughter of a powerful being? Like a pure bred wolf, or a witch, or maybe a nature spirit itself?" I shrugged. "No I could have know. I can just do this not always. Just in emergencies. Only person who knows about this power of mine is Jeremiah." I told her.

"And who this Jeremiah fellow is?" She asked making suggestive face. "Not like that, he already have found his mate. And my god she is so beautiful." She frowned. "Your eyes shine when you talk about this fellow." I blushed 

"He was kind of like my on and off boyfriend, and my only friend I ever got. No one wanted to be friends of Pack's outcast. But he did, he saved me in many ways then he intended to." I shied laughing at the memory when he asked me to be his girlfriend and how he work everything to take me out of my shell. He is a good person. Good at heart. And even when I don't deserve the happily ever after, he sure deserves every good thing in his life. Every little happiness he can get.

"I know that look, you wish he could be your mate, don't you?" She asked softly. She is like my mother, I never supposed to have. "But he is not because fate works in cruellest ways possible. If he was my mate, I would have been happy, so happy because it had already too good between us. That kind of thing, that kind of love is so hard to find these days. But... I cannot let him reject his mate for me. That would make me an A- class bitch and I am not really a Bitch." I said, she laughed at me. "I understand your feelings, so are you in love with this person right now?" She asked.

"I... I think I still do love him. But he is not mine, he can never be mine. And I doubt, a wolfless girl can find her mate, I can never feel the mate bond ever." I said softly. She helped me sat down on grass by the lake. I saw many people playing in the water. I wish I could be there too. But right now, I have other things to do. She pulled out the picnic basket she prepared for us.

 "In a way it is better to not feel the bond, then you could really know, if you really want to be with that person. It will not mess with your emotions. It will not mess with what you really want to feel. Sometimes it is best not to be pushed against something. It is better to find that thing. For the right reasons"

I picked on my sandwich, I am not really hungry. But I think I like what she said, if there was no mate bond maybe Jeremiah would have not gone to her. Maybe he would have been with me. Call me selfish, but I wish that it really never ever existed. People should be free to be with people they love. Yes Mate bond is a beautiful thing, but not always. The pain and hurt it causes is one hundred time more bad than normal relationship.

"I think you are right, it is good that I am not a wolf, I cannot feel the effects of mate bonds, so I can choose whom to be with in my own way. I would not be forced into an unwanted relationship. Beside, soon I will get out of this situation and soon I would start a new life, maybe then I can find my true love. Raise my child in peace. I am just sixteen and I have whole life ahead of me.

"Tomorrow night is a celebration, and he wishes for you to be there" She informed. "And why is that?" I asked. "Tomorrow he turns eighteen and he can challenge his father for his throne," Oh no, it just go way too much out of my hand. And I don't know how can I stop it.

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