Manan ff:- My husband

Chapter 4

Nandini's pov
I started walking, no more tears left in my eyes, Am just thinking about myself, what did I got in return for loving my loved ones so much.
Pure Betrayal......?
What is my mistake.....?
I was first child to my parents, they pampered me so much but when rishu is born unknowingly they went far away from me,their attention always remained on rishu,I to wanted to get their attention, so I started studying hard, My good grades gave me the attention I wanted from my parents, I lived My 12 years of life only studying to make my parents happy, I left small small happiness which I wanted to experience because I don't want any distraction in making my parents happy. They made my every decision in behalf of me,I never denied them,At last they decided what I want become in future, I always dreamed to become author, but my parents wanted to see me as docter.
I tried to convince them but mom called selfish because am thinking about myself, they literally blackmailed to join MBBS.
I joined but I know this is not what I want but I can't do anything.
I compromised myself for my parents happiness.
That time I met Maddy & Navya.
They both are best friends from childhood. They lightened my dull life with bright lights. Their love was so much that filled the place which my parents failed to fill.
Maddy started dating a girl secretly.
He didn't tell me or navya.
I just caught him one day on coffee.
I made him spill beans.He said his love don't want to make their relation until some days.He took a promise to don't tell anyone. From that day,whenever he went meet her,he took me with him  & told navya he was going out with me,he used to drop me at library and picked up me after talking with his gf.
Like this days passed,I saw Maddy dropping his studies to be with her am really worried about him.
That day I saw Maddy gf with someone else,she was cheating on him.I told Maddy about it but that idiot didn't believed & said I like him that's why iam trying to break their relation,he is really stupid but at last he is my best friend,I apologized him.
But he started drifting apart from me.
Navya thought me & Maddy are in relationship. I didn't denied her because I promised Maddy I will keep it as secret. Slowly our first year exams are nearing am worried about Maddy.I got call from.

Maddy:-you are right nandu,I misunderstood you she was cheating on me,I can't able to bear this pain anymore, am leaving.

He cutter the call,I immediately went to his room.But collapsed on floor because am late,he was no more.
I stared at his body which is hanging to rope.I died at the same time, I failed to save him.I should have done more effort to make him understand tire colours.I saw navya at door.
She was too shocked to see Maddy.
She came to me & started slapping.

Nav:-you bitch I thought you are good girl,but you cheated on Maddy,he sent video saying how his love cheated him,his whole family saw they are dying you bitch.I feel disguist to call you as my friend.

I looked at her,she really thought this much cheap about me,I wanted to tell her truth,but their is no trust for me in her eyes, I failed again as friend in this 10 months I didn't gained her trust.
Am became numb, I didn't responded to anything. Police came & they arrested me still I didn't uttered anything. I sat in police station.I saw my parents coming.
I ran to dad & hugged him,I needed him now I can't able digest maddy's.
Instead of hugging me back.He slapped me,mom started hitting.

Dad:-I never thought you will kill a person, you made my bent down.

Mom:-when my daughters become this much disgusting we failed as parents Raman.

They never tried to release me from jail.I spent 6 months in prison.
Without having much proofs against me.they released me.
College authorities restricated me from college, My parents never talked to me.They started searching groom.
They wanted to get rid of me.
All accused me but My rishu never believed that I killed someone.
I lived like just dead body.
Manik came to my life,he & his family changed me & they broke last part of me.
Now am walking aimlessly, with torn Saree,face full of ash,dried tears.
I realized am walking like this nearly two days,My stomach growled in hunger,my legs are giving up.
I saw a small restaurant.
I didn't have penny.I went inside I saw old lady sitting in counter.
I joined my hands in front of her.

Me:-could you give me so food mam,
I don't have money but I can repay you by washing dishes.

That old lady looked shocked, she made sit on chair,immediately came with plate of food.

Old lady:-you can eat my dear their is no need to pay.

Me:-I will eat only if I repay it with something mam.

Old lady:-OK OK dear I will give you some work in return of food OK.

I nodded at & started eating, I didn't cared about taste, every morsel reminded the betrayal they gave me.
Now may be am weak to fight back.
But I will come back soon.
You have answer my questions what mistake I did to get this much betrayal.I lived all my life for someone now am going live for myself.
You guys killed me,I Hate You Malhotra's.
You will regret it Manik Malhotra.
I will make you beg me for forgiveness, but I will leave you like you left me today.
From today my journey starts As Nandini,No more murthy or Malhotra just nandini,I don't need anyone's surname to recognize myself, I will make my own name.