Not So Daily Diary

March 5th, 2020

wow, okay hi. im sorry im so inactive, I think im more of a reading person than a writer. plus school is a bit of work. but I have some news!! since ive been gone ive met a boy (well ive known him for 3 years) but we started like, talking(theres a type of talking where I live and its in between friends and dating, idk how to explain it honestly) a few days ago. ( GONNA CUT IN, ITS CURRENTLY 9:32 AND I JUST FOUND OUT THAT HE LIKES JOJI, FRANK OCEAN, AND ALL THAT GOOD GOOD. IM GONNA CRY HES LITERALLY MY SOULMATE BITCH TF??) okay anyways, we hung out today and we went to this jesus thing, (I don't believe in jesus, I literally went just to hang with him and my friend) and we did this prayer circle where we all had our arms around eachother. his arm was around my waist and his hand was on my side and it felt like his hand was supposed to be there yk?? and people from my school put notes in an assigned locker to be prayed for or whatever, and one said "please pray for me, I think I like boys." and I almost CRIED but he like, reasureingly squeezed my waist a bit and I swear I almost DIED. after that everyone had to hug at least 4 people (ofc I went hug him) and the hug was PERFECT. he hugged me so tight and I felt like someone actually wanted me and he was just like..you know that person it just feels good to hug them? its like a nice hug that you could stay in forever? hes that person like ohmygoDDDD. anyways, tell me how your day went in the comments, I love u guys!!