12 MIRACLE TEARS

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Please watch My Time again and again. The lyrics are hurting my heart but ı love this song, his voice and him. 

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Thy life is a miracle. 

 King Lear / William Shakespeare 

While preparing dinning table for a lunch, Şule regretted to call girls. Because of some sasaengs; boys had to work at home. So, the dance teachers, managers and some staffs who Şule didn't know what they do are at their home, too. And ıt was too much crowded. 

First Şule wanted to cancel to gather girls but SeokJin and Hoseok insisted to continue her plan. But she felt uncomfortable. She couldn't put a finger on what annoys her most; this crowded people, knowing there were persons who thinks she is a whore, there was still a killer outside or a fake husband who plays hot-cold with her. 

She tried to not think about it but she felt anger, happy, sorrow, sad at the same time. Losting her Appa and Unni in an accident was a big sorrow. Saving EunHa is a relief but both babies brought big responsibility. Meeting BTS might be a pure joyfull If the conditions were different. For accepting and saving her and babies, she was thankfull to boys especially JungKook. At family meeting, she felt thankfull because of families, angry because of Mrs. Kang, relieved because of SangWoo's speaking.

 And at the top, JungKook back hugged her and said that she is most beautiful woman in this world. She felt loved. First time she felt a woman during her all of her life. All of these feelings mixed. The worst thing was JungKook become distand recently. Was he regret to hug her and to say good things to her? At the end, all of these emotions hit her hard. She wished not to pop off any time. She felt exhausted.

She shook her head to erase that thought. She didn't aware of SeokJin was near her watching carefully. She flinched with his voice;

- What is going on in your head dear. You didn't hear me?

- Ohh sorry SoekJin oppa. Didn't hear.

- So, ı asked why honey! What bothers you?

- No, no... nothing.

She lowered her head and try to be busy. SeokJin turned her fully;

- Şule! Look at me dear, what happened?

She knew he didn't give up easily. She prefered to share a little part of her concerns;

- I feel uncomfortable. If I postponed our meeting with the girls, ı fell relieved.

- Why dear?

- ı feel like a burden.

- Why you feel like a burden? This is your house. If this is about crowded, we might be feel burden.

- Nooooo! You get me wrong. If girls didn't. .....ugghhh how can ı explain?! ......SoekJin oppa you don't have to see me whole day. It will be boring, tiring. I might be stay in my room out of your sight. 

SoekJin tilted his head and frowned his brows;

- Who might be bored and tired seeing you?

She lowered her head and muttered;

- Someone might be

- JungKook?!?

-Noooo SoekJin opp...

At the same time Dawon entered the kitchen and cutted their conversation off;

- Şule where are you baby? Let Mrs. So do her job. Don't you come. 

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