SCHOOL

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by SALAMANDERHOE

by SALAMANDERHOE

So y'all should know by now that school sucks ass and not in the good way...

I'm back and not thriving but I'm still breathing. First of all, here is the tea... school sucks. I don't care what you have to say coz I can't even hear you coz you is probably all the way across the planet from me.

I get triggered when people, especially teachers, are like "high school is the best time of your life" like bitch you just salty coz you old (actually no, I would never curse a teacher but since I'm kinda anonymous...).

High school is actually the worst time of my life. I'm lonely as heck and I developed the teenage consciousness about my looks and I'm kinda depressed so this ain't it. By the way, im not actually depressed... just extremely unhappy with where my life is at present.

It's so annoying like why am I so lonely? I guess I do tend to isolate myself but I just don't want to appear desperate for affection which I really am. I get moments where I hate myself or just hate the world as a whole, I'm not sure. But it feels as if the only reason I write on wattpad is because i don't have anybody to talk to besides myself so I write down my emotions.

I really do want to enjoy High school but it's hard when the people who I'm constantly surrounded with make me feel as if I'm the weirdest little shit ever. Even the teachers put me down for being different without realizing it. In addition, my anxiety doesn't help my situation at all.

Anyway, I have a gut feeling that I'm gonna pop off next school year which is going to be my last then I'm finally going to college. I guess the idea of having a surgery this June to fix the issue that added to my anxiety makes me feel more confident about next year (more on this later).

This was depressing but hey, this book is #1 in the unrelatable category which is pretty cool to me even though this is probably the only book in that category. Thank y'all for 25 reads, I know it's not a lot but it's a lot if y'all were in a room watching me talk about my depressing life.

Signing off,
Salamanderhoe

P.S- I recommend that you watch 'teeth' on YouTube, it's a short horror film that doesn't deal with the typical monster or ghost kinda story.🙂