Why do I always feel so annoying, when I talk? Maybe it's not me. It's everyone else. I always make sure to show interest and listed to people even though I'm not really into the conversation. Because I never want anyone to feel like me. Seeing in people's eyes that they're not actually listening to me. It makes me sad, it makes me feel annoying. Why am I here? You asked me to be here. If you didn't plan on spending time with me, conversationally. ..If I don't interest you... don't give me hope. Because I would rather spend time alone, talking to myself. At least then I would get the full attention. Even my cat looks at me the whole time I talk to him.
And he doesn't even understand me.
He's just happy I'm giving him my time.
I always bite my tongue, instead of yelling, "are you even listening to me?"
Feeling like people find me annoying, almost makes me miss the loneliness.
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BAPTISM.
PoetryThis is just short texts about my feelings lmao. Enjoy I guess or don't I don't care this is kinda like my diary because I hate writing by hand and I also can't draw anything but big letters and my hand get tired. SO WELCOME TO MY TED TALK???
