My Muse

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My Muse

Pen poised in mid air, 
Hair all askew,
Forehead creased in bewilderment 
Eyes searching for you, 
Waiting for inspiration to strike 
Oh my muse, where do you hide? 

Pencils chewed to a mangled pulp 
The waste basket brimming, 
The man in my head is dropping dead 
After 40 miles of running; 
Still not a shred of poetry around, 
Not a wretched idea he found! 

Is it the sadness in my heart 
The hopeless days, restless nights, 
That stops the words from flowing 
As freely as I would like!
Is my tearful vision so blurred 
That my blinded soul hasn't stirred? 

But neither the laughter on my lips, 
Nor the lilt in my sound, 
Seemed to bring me any closer 
To writing out my song. 
How desperate I am to write 
Is it misery or gaiety that my muse dislikes! 

Tired, drained, desolate and blue, 
I curse my dry and empty mind, 
Try as I did to milk it for words 
There's only a blankness that I find. 
The spectre of failure hangs like a pall 
Over my head, ready to fall! 

Down went my dream of being a bard 
In the waves my sorrow I drown, 
Like a boneless creature of the sea I lie, 
Flowing with the eddying waters around. 
Then, majestically, from the ocean, my muse did rise 
On the air my song will dance tonight! 

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