Forever My Lady.

45.

Ja'Shalie Tiara West
October 6,2022

    "Wake up princess" I said to Harmony while playing her curls

"It's my birf day mommy I'm this many" she said getting right up while holding up four fingers

      "Yes and you're such a big girl, you're so smart" I said making her smile, she not finna be smiling for to long cause I gotta comb all this hair

"Where my daddy?" She asked, recently we moved into some apartments close by the shop, so Quan been working like crazy to have our home built by a certain time

       "He's downstairs eating your unicorn cereal" I instigated making her get up and put her unicorn slippers on

"Do you want to go to school today? you get this choice only on birthdays" I said as she reached for me, I just don't feel like doing her hair

      "Me stay home" she said while I walked her to the bathroom to get her morning routine out the way

"Is it daddy's baby birthday today? How old is the big girl" Quan asked standing behind me while Toonk brushed her teeth

     "I not yo baby you eat my unicorn cupcake cereal ugly face" she said making me laugh

"Girl I'll cancel yo birthday party and make LJ go back home" he said as she squealed she literally hasn't seen her cousin in forever since the wedding because his mom found out my Louis had his two girlfriends around LJ

        "Me favor cousin?" She asked shockingly

"Yeah he's at Glam mom house" Quan said while I watched Harmony brush her teeth, everyday she needs me less and I'm starting to feel sad

     "What's wrong Honey" Quan asked turning me around, since we lost La'Niyah he's been more in tune with the way I feel, it's like when one of us feel a certain way so does the other

"She doesn't need me to do anything for her and I'm her mom babe, sometimes I just want to help but she all grown up and barely makes errors it makes me feel like I'm not useful" I rambled while he looked at me paying attention to every word I said

      "You are useful baby stop thinking bad things, who got you?" He asked kissing my lips

"You" I said smiling

"Fucking right" he said before grabbing my ass, my weight came back and he can't get over how round my ass was

"Yo lil scar healed yet?" He asked rubbing my stomach just like he did a month ago

"Yes" I said lifting a shirt I stole from him to show the scar my emergency c section caused

"You are so beautiful mama" he said before kissing my scar

"My babies was in there all both of em" he said smiling, seeing him so happy made me happy

"Mommy I dress like princess Tiana today please" Harmony asked while looking up at her dad and I

"Yes make sure the dress is clean first tho" I said while Quan kissed my neck

"Daddy stop be nasty I right here" Harmony said with her hand on her hip

"Girl, go mind yo business please, big head ass with them lil bitty baby ass teeth, that's why you still a baby" he said sticking his tongue out at her

"Mommy him a children" Harmony said before walking away

"Why you be doing her like that babe" I asked laying my head on his chest to listen to his heart beat