𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞.

part trece.

third ppl pov
so alyssa's brothers get home while mar and her are going are it jk they just making out a little bit, anyways they see them making out ofc they get pissed...

alan's pov
"WE HOME!!" wait tf i'm really gon beat someone's ass didn't i tell this bitch to stop fucking around with this kid he ain't no good for her wtf she really wants her heart broken again and yk what i'm not even gon say none anymore just gon beat the shit outta this lil bitch and slap the shit out of alyssa

alyssa's pov
fuck no no no shit shit, i fixed myself a little before i looked back at both of my brothers staring at me like they boutta kill someone and i really hope it ain't neither me or mar thank you so fuck me im fucked and idk how to fix it so imma start crying haha "i- i- i'm"
"i- i- i- WHAT ALYSSA WTF IS YOUR FKN EXCUSE NOW?!"
"YOU GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE BEFORE WE BEAT YOUR ASS LIKE WE DID TO THAT KID- 1, 2, 3 BITCH YOU BETTER RUN"
ah shit Gerardo started to run after mar while fucking alan was holding me back i was a mess i was crying like a bitch
"NO PLEASE DONT DO ANYTHING TO HIM ITS NOT HIS FAULT, I KISSED HIM IM SORRY" i sobbed i don't know why my brothers think it's their job and that they have to right to do all this why do they overprotect me so much i am tired
Gerardo is a football player ik he might've already catch him this gets me so mad bc it's no ones fault it shouldn't even be someone's fault bc there isn't anything wrong with this shit and then they ask why i smoke and drink
"we are doing this because of your own good and bc we love you and we don't want you to get hurt again alyssa why can't you just understand that!"
"WHY CANT YOU JUST FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT HE ISNT THE SAME AS MY EX OK? NOT EVERY GUY THAT I BRING IS THE SAME AND ALSO WHY CANT YALL UNDERSTAND THAT IT ISNT YOUR JOB TO DO THIS I AM NOT A LITTLE GIRL ANYMORE-"
alan slapped me, ik this is so movieish but the but the only person that has ever hit me like this was my mom and i never expected this from my favorite brother the one that i love and trust the one that has always been there for me when mom was at work the one that i've shared the most memories with my favorite brother just slapped me i'm getting the FUCK out of here
"alyssa i'm sorry i really didn't mean to please don't leave i'm sorry"
uggghhhh why can't i just be a man too and fkn be able to get out of his grip i want to leave bitch leave me alone. he didn't let go of me so i curled up into a little ball and started sobbing and when i saying sobbing is bc i was sobbing on my living room's floor i tried catching my breathe like ten times until i cried myself to sleep in the floor but i did feel someone carrying me to my room.
i woke up and ik it's saturday but i really don't want to stand up from my bed i want to stay here all day and get hugs and kisses from my mom and grandma.

i watch a lot of movies anyways ik it's been like a really long time sooooooo i'm sorry but anyways sorry for how cliche this shit is i'm tired rn and mad and hungry bc my dad don't want to gimme three dollars for some cookies so no fkn cookies for me so now i'm dying of hunger and i'm going to sleep.