𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞.

part diecisiete.

(aight hoes so y'all gon hate me but just know that this will only make the story better and more interesting but fr please don't hate me for it, don't read if y'all don't like suicide, anyways fun fact part of this is based on real events that happened in my life🙂)

"aight ok i'll be right back"
i went to upstairs to see if everything was ok with josslyn, i brought with me some sleeping pills and water, when i was coming in i didn't see her in my bed but i heard her crying in my restroom, i went to check and she was in the floor with a blade in her hands, straight up just looking at it, she didn't even take the time to look at me she was just focused on the blade, i threw the sleeping pills and the cup of water on the counter

"i need to kill myself"
"what the fuck, girl are you out of your fucking mind give me that blade!"
"no"
"josslyn give me the fucking blade"
"whats the point in cheating, first you make someone fall for you and you spend most of your time making that person fall for it, do you think he did it on purpose just to see me hurt, but i barely met him why would he want to do this to me, i never did anything to him, why, why would he do that"
"i don't know joss but what i know for a fact is that suicide is never the fucking answer, please don't do anything with that, give me the blade josslyn"
"what do you think is the first thing that worms eat when you're dead"
"JOSSLYN STOP FUCKING ASKING THAT AND GIVE ME THE BLADE"

mar's pov
i stood up to get a glass of water and when i sat back on the couch i heard some screaming upstairs so i went to check

"JOSSLYN STOP FUCKING ASKING THAT AND GIVE ME THE BLADE"

i reacted fast and went in to alyssa's bathroom all i saw was alyssa crying and joss was holding a blade

mar- "what is happening"
joss- "oh you're still here, did he tell you he was gonna do this shit"
mar- "no joss he didn't he's been acting different but please give us the blade, please don't hurt yourself have thought about what your parents and family would feel, what we are gonna feel?"
alyssa- "joss i love you too much please don't do anything stupid please please"

i looked at alyssa and she looked back at me it was almost like if we told each other what we were gonna do, i went in and kinda hugged joss from the back and
hold her hands while alyssa took the blade away from her

"NO No nO" josslyn started screaming and her voice started cracking
"why would you do that i wasn't gonna do anything!"
joss screamed again
"we can't let you do anything to yourself now take this pill!" alyssa screamed too and put one of the sleeping pills in her mouth by force i was still holding on to her

after all that i carried her to bed and we were holding her until she passed out for like two hours

"i think you should go now, i'll take care of her, it's getting kinda late your parents are gonna get mad"
alyssa said out of nowhere
"my parents don't care, also about that, would you mind if i spend the night? just for today i swear"
"oh yeah for sure for sure, uhm but you can't sleep with that you want me to give you some of my brothers clothes"
"thank you so much, and you think they would mind?"
"nah, my closet is basically their clothes i don't even need to go to their rooms"
she stood up from the bed and went to her closet, oh dayum, i'm sorry i just can't keep my horny self from looking there yk, and ik for sure that's she noticed when i got a boner at the party so 🤷🏻‍♂️
"here you can change in the bathroom"
"aight"
i kissed her forehead real fast before going in and when i looked back i saw her blush

alyssa's pov
AHHHHHH HE KISSED MY FOREHEAD!!!
ik that fr he saw my ass when i turned to look for clothes, that lil pervert but i mean ain't no complaints.
i started changing too kinda scared bc if he came out that bathroom and saw me half naked i would kill myself, i promised myself not to be a lil hoe again and just let any bitch into my life, but idk bro mar is different he isn't just 'any bitch'

i started changing and i never sleep with a bra so i took the clothes that i was gonna wear to sleep out of the closet and took my shoes, my shirt, my pants and my bra off when i started putting my sweat pants on i saw him come out the bathroom and i immediately covered my boobs and pulled up my pants, he closed the door fast and i could hear him laughing

"you can come out now"
"can you at least tell me that you're changing next time, i'm sorry to say this but damn i mean i saw them"
"you saw what?!"
"them"
"ahah sshshhshs stop it don't remind me about it i hate you!"
"but how were you changing in front of joss"
"she asleep!"
"mmmm ok, aight so where we gon sleep, she's taking over the whole bed"
"shit true, you down to cuddle on the floor"
"aight bettt"

i took a blanket from my closet and some pillows and we started cuddling, but since yk we kinda dating now we started making out a lil, but that's it we don't do anything else, i just love to kiss those motherfuckin big plump lips of his

"let's sleep i'm tired" i said bc ion want this to be anything other than a make out (i'm sorry but when i was putting make out it autocorrected to "amen" lmao)
"awh nooo why i like to kiss you"
"me too but we need to wake up before my brothers get here in the morning, if they even come back"
"ohhhh ok"
"goodnight baby"
"goodnight mami"
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aight hoes so don't mind the thing at the start i was planning something else but i prefer to leave it for the next chapter, but i also want to leave the thing at the start to scare y'all, thank you for 15.5k reads!!!