OBSESSION

Take it slow

I stopped on my tracks.

"Jongin no. At least please not now." I looked and him with pleading eyes.

"But why?" He cried

"First of all I don't want anyone to interfere with our relationship because it's our business and not the society's. Then we don't even know how both of us will end up. I don't want to date you for 3 months and then boom we break up and people to criticize us. Did you forget what happened on your previous scandals? Look how calm jongdae was for straight 4 years. And now they are getting married. Dont you think hiding their relationship from media was the reason they are still together? Why do you want everyone to know about your private life. For gods sake there's this word privacy borders which idols don't have and then you announce you want everyone to know about me? The whole fandom and world? Have you thought of the consequences? For fucks sake" I got flustered because of his unmeasured steps he wants to take "and what are we first of all? To announce it like that. WHAT ARE WE KIM JONGIN?" I emphasized last words.

"First think carefully, because you only know me for like 2 days. Maybe it was easier for you to get to know me since I know already everything about you but don't rush our relationship. We aren't anything rn. And it takes time to become something. Also only a kiss and words doesn't mean anything for me. You can be only obsessed with me but you migh not even love me which I think is happening right now." I didn't know what to say anymore. He was standing there looking down with sad expression.

"But..." he breathed in "whatever I feel with you I don't feel with anyone. There were always dozens of girls who tried to get me but I never wanted them. I didn't even feel anything with them. Yes. I have had one night stands for many times but even during that I felt nothing and here you are. Even by kissing your lips I feel like I had wings developed on my back, kiss aside, even your face expressions, smile, pout, voice everything drives me crazy. For whole day I can't think of anything but you. You just appeared like that and became dominant in my brain. Ruling every part of me. Yes. It's only 2 days but it feels like I have known you for so long. Before u I felt hollow and after you? Hell, I wanna fly with my unreal wings" he chuckled quietly and all I could do was lift my lips curls up for a smile.

"Just stay with me. For now. I won't cross the line I promise. Just let me get to know you. Let me love you. Please. I am becoming so depended on you that I am scared if I let you go I will die. I dont want any man to touch you because it will drive me crazy. " he ruffled his hair with frustration.

I was listening to him while leaning on the railings. After he finished his speech I lazily disconnected my body with it and approached Kai.

I put my hand on his right check and he leaned in. He trusts me I though. I lowered him with my other hand which was on his nape and kissed his left cheek. "You promised Kim Jongin." I smiled and started walking ahead. "Aren't you coming?" I looked back where he was still standing there with a shocked face. I stiffened a laugh and when he came back to his senses he jogged towards me

"I-" he started "you drive me crazy" he shook his head while smiling to himself. "You have full control over me. I got a nickname for you"

"What is it"

"Dangerous woman. Oh also EXO and Super M have a song named that!" He exclaimed.

I laughed "Ik dumbo I know. But I was always wondering. Super Ms real name is sperm right?"I asked with a serious face.

He started laughing with that high pitched voice which I love so much.

"Oh my god." He couldn't even catch his breaths while laughing. Watching him, i started laughing too and there we were laughing like crazy people on the streets in the middle of the night.

After we calmed down we went to the dorm. Thanks god I brought changing clothes with me. Nah for tomorrow's work not for bed. Like kais clothes are soooo comfy and why should I ? 

He told everyone about Super M question I asked earlier. Even his manager! (They actually don't ban dating it's just thy check everything they do so there won't be a scandal.) he told about that to NCT, Shinee and Ravi too. And god knows who he will tell later on!

I just sat there hugging his teddy bear while kai was FaceTiming Ravi and Taemin.

I looked at him with deadly eyes when he told them about that. I looked at him with evil eyes and threw teddy at him. Bingo! It hit his head.

He looked back and started coming slowly to me.

"Noo! That wasn't me. Kai that wasn't me really!!" I started screaming but too late. He was tickling me.

And that's how whole night went. Laughing together, having fun, playing video games with Baek and Chan. Briefly it was the most beautiful day.