Why? (!)

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You sat on your balcony looking up at the night sky. You admired how the stars twinkled in the dark blue galaxy and the moon that illuminated the night.

You took a sip of your tea and sighed. The shine in the night made your skin glow like a goddess. (Y/f/s) played in the back round softly as you were deep in thought.

A knock on the door interrupted your train of thought. You stood up and brushed off your pants before skipping off the the front door. You parents were on a date to the movies and dinner. You opened your door and it was Dante , your boyfriend!

His head hung low and you what you assumed was a sniffle. "Dante?" You asked, taking a step closer to him.

"What's wrong?" You questioned pulling him into a warm hug. He sniffled and pulled away from the hug and looked up at you. His eyes were bloodshot and his nose was red. It looks like he has been crying for hours.

"I-I made a mistake (y/n)..." he sobbed. A confused frown formed on your face.

"W-what do you mean by that bb?" You say, closing the door behind you as you stepped outside onto your porch.

"I hung out with some friends last night and cheated on you..." he cried, putting his head in his hands and he sobbed much more.

Your heart shattered in millions of pieces as the word kept ringing in your head. Cheated, cheated, cheated, cheated. He cheated on you. He hung out with friends. He made a mistake that scared your heart forvever.

"I-I'm so sorry (y/n)! It didn't mean anything-" he sobbed but you cut him off.

"I was off your mind for a split second...long enough for you to put someone else in your arms..." you choked out, looking at him.

"No-I-" He stammered wiping his tears. "Was she better?"

"What?"

"Was she better?" You repeat, tears brimming your eyes.

"No of course not!"

"What did she have that I didn't?!" You sobbed out. You just wanted to scream at him but that wouldn't do anything. It wouldn't fix the scar that was in your heart.

"Was I not enough?" You ask when he stayed silent.

"No you were everything! You were enough!" He said quickly.

"Then why did you do it?" You looked up at him while the tears ran down your face like a stream.

"Because you're to good for me..."

"That isn't a good enough answer! If you loved me, you wouldn't have done what you've done! If you cared about me as much as you say you do, why?" You raised your voice in sadness.

Why? Why did he do it? You thought

He said nothing. That made you more emotional. Knowing he didn't care. Knowing he didn't love you. Knowing he cheated on some better than you.

"You were enough...you were everything..." he muttered.

You scoffed and wiped your tears.

"Go away." You said while you entered your house and slammed your door shut. You fell to your knees and you cried. You cried in anger, frustration, confusion and sadness.

"Why?" You whispered. "I will never be enough...never" you cried much more as the thought of him not loving you.

"I wasn't good enough...he was bored of me...he never loved me...he never will..." you sobbed much more.

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A/n: Once again, wrote this during sad girl hours! Um I was thinking of making this a series but I'm not sure!Anyways! I hope you guys are doing super well and doing well in school! If anyone needs to talk, I'm always here! I love you all! Follow my editing accounts: benjis.vsp vs.t.j and fives.smirk!
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