It Was Always You

~ 11 ~

~ Yoongi's POV ~

That was what I needed, this fire, this confirmation that it wasn't just me going crazy from the kiss I probably shouldn't have given her.  But right now, with her arms around my neck, my lips locked with hers, nothing else had ever felt more right.  I felt her kissing me back, but once she gripped my shirt and pulled me into her, I knew she had to have been feeling as much on fire as I was.  At this point, my body was aching for her, ever fiber of my being surging with the want and need to feel her closer, over and over again.  The taste of her sweet lips was completely intoxicating me, making me groan into the kiss.  When she responded with a whimper, it went straight through me, spurring me on.  I sucked her tongue into my mouth, letting my hands slip from the small of her back down to her ass, pulling her flush into me.  I heard her suck in a quick breath through her nose as I gripped at her ass, the warmth of her driving me insane.  All this time I was thinking that her enthusiasm in the kiss we shared before was in my head.  As I began traveling the kisses to nip at her jawline, trailing my tongue softly as I did, she let out a little moan and I could feel my dick beginning to plump up just from that little noise.  I slid my hands further down below her ass and gripped the back of her thighs, lifting her as she followed my lead, locking her legs around my hips.  She wrapped her arms back around my neck as I began kissing her neck, turning and walking toward my desk, sitting her on the edge of it.  I placed my hands onto her bare knees and slid them up and down her bare legs as I slid her dress up slightly.  I  ran my legs up her outer thighs, letting my fingertips dig into her silky soft skin as I felt her tremble slightly under my touch.  Part of me wanted to hesitate, wondering if I was taking this too far and she was just afraid to say so, but I felt her legs tighten around me, bringing her flush against my crotch.  I traveled my hands to her hips, feeling the thin lace of her panties, making me groan as I began licking and sucking under her ear, her gasping and gripping at my hair.  Fuck, she was so hot it was driving me crazy.   I let my fingertips follow her panty line around to her ass, dipping them just inside as I pulled her even tighter to me.  I kissed down her neck as I slid my hands down further inside her panties, her moaning slightly as I gripped her ass, kneading it and kissing down her exposed collar bone.  As she tugged at my hair, I groaned against her skin, quickly releasing her skin and capturing her lips once again, her letting out almost desperate sounding whimpers as my tongue invaded her wet mouth.  Our tongues danced in perfect rhythm as I felt my dick  began to get even harder.  With our close proximity, there was no way that she didn't feel it, but at this point, I didn't care.  Let her feel what she did to me.  I grinded into her slightly as she gasped, breaking our kiss.  I leaned back to stare at her, her pupils blown wide, her eyes glossed with lust, both of us panting from our heated make out session.

"Yoongi..." she breathed, her eyes searching my face.

"No, you told me what you needed to, now it's my turn.   I'm sorry, Noona.  I'm sorry that I've been so distant from you this past week." I started as her look already began to soften.

"I-It's ok." She started as I put a finger on her swollen lips.

"Shhh, don't speak.  The reason I have been so distant from you is because that kiss I gave you has been fucking torturing me.  I have been battling with myself wondering if it was a huge mistake.  Ever since I gave you that kiss, I have been seeing you in a different light.    And I'm not talking about the heated kiss I gave you after the teasing, I'm talking about the kiss the night we were in bed, the night you told me everything I needed to hear, the way you felt about me.  I have been so terrified of things changing, and that I would lose you if you didn't feel the same way.  So I've been fighting with myself, wondering if I was willing to risk it all.  But after all that we have been through and now that I have taken this step, I realize there is no going back.  I can't.  I can't stop seeing you in this light, Noona.  I'm sorry if I fucked everything up by taking it this far and if you can't or don't want to take things further than this, I won't ever bring this up again." I said, and she smirked at me behind my finger, grabbing my wrist and removing my finger.