Alex, June 2021
Alex knew George was going through rough times. He thought it would get better as the months rolled on. But it hasn't. Its gotten worse.
George lay on his bed. His eyes glossed over as he stared at the ceiling. Alex stood at his door way, a tray in his hands. George hadn't eaten all day. Days like this were the hardest for Alex to see. There were days where George and him could have a conversation. Most days George just sits writing. And then there were days like this, where he would refuse to talk or get up.
No matter how hard Alex pleaded or cried, George was sucked into his lethal mind, and couldn't seem to be pulled out of it. It hurt Alex to see him in so much pain. He tried to get George to get out and at least see a therapist, but he refused. Alex suspected George thought this would go away if he ignored it.
Alex didn't bother to tell George that he needed to eat. He figured he knew. He just set the tray on his desk and hoped George would eat. As Alex turned to leave, Alex's phone started ringing. He went out into the hallway to check it. It was George's mum. Alex took one last look into this room and answered it, walking into the living room
"Ello." Alex answered. Over the months him and George's mum had became close.
"Hi dearie, how is he?" she asked concerned.
"Its one of his bad days. He hasn't moved all day." Alex heard her sigh on the other end.
"Maybe I should call a therapist to come to the house." She said. Alex knew that was a bad idea, George would flip.
"I don't know, I don't think he'll take that well. I've asked if he could at least see a therapist once but he refused." Alex heard his mum sigh. It was a familiar sound.
"We can both brainstorm some ideas yeah? Tell me if anything changes." They hung up.
Alex frowned as he passed by his mates room, and George hadn't moved. Alex went into his own room to edit a video. George has quit Youtube. He was unable to smile, even for the camera.
It broke Alex's heart, wishing George could be happy. He was so happy with her.
I wish she was here.
She made everything better for him.
It was sad it had to end the way it did.
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If I Dare To Hope (George Memeulous)
FanfictionTW// suicide George Andrews has always been unlucky. But he meets someone who he couldn't live without. Maybe all the bad times would be worth it now that George has her. But like I said, George is unlucky. Always has been.
