Chapter 19: No please

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You were sitting alone by yourself at home chilling. Netflix and snacks was your weakness. You binge watched your favorite shows and laughed at the comedies and cried at the romances. You were enjoying a little bit of your favorite k-drama when you suddenly felt the urge to throw up. You ran to the bathroom and puked into the toilet.
Y/n POV
I ran to the bathroom and threw up into the toilet. I don't know why but it just kept coming up. I finished and sat on the bathroom floor. I felt really weak and sick. I slowly got up and walked to the couch. I sat down and thought about what could've made me so sick.
The food wasn't expired.
I didn't drink anything bad.
Me and Jungkook used a-
Shit!
I got up and put on a hoodie. I went to the local pharmacy and bought a pregnancy test. My heart was racing and I felt like it was going to burst out of my chest. I got back to the house and went straight to the bathroom. I opened the test and peed on the stick. And then. I waited.
For what felt like forever.
I looked at the clock
Tik...Tik...Tik
I picked up the test...
My heart 𝐝𝐫𝗼𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝.
Pregnant...
I couldn't believe it. My heart was racing. The walls were closing in on me.
I was secured in this air tight box that was my mind. I couldn't breathe. Invisible hands made of air wrapped around my neck. They clenched tighter and tighter until oxygen could no longer fight to get through. I felt like I was dying again. Black static surrounded my eyes until I could no longer see.
Nothing.
No one.
No sound.
Not even the sound of my own breathing.
Hallways.
They were lit by dim yellow lights.
It was silent. I couldn't hear my footsteps. I tried going through the doors but they wouldn't open.  Silence. Pure slience. I screamed. But I couldn't hear it. All I saw were the long hallways. Red. Green. Blue. Splatters of color. Everywhere.








"Shhhhh..."



Authors note: Heyy guys I'm sorry that chapter was so short but I wanted to find a way to leave it on a cliffhanger. Thank you so much for 1k reads🥳 it really means a lot to me. Chapter 20 should be up by the end of the week.

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