Sing me a song harry styles

Party time

*one week later*

So it's been a week since mom and dad died... and I've been so depressed I haven't moved out of bed in days I don't hardly eat anymore and I just ignore phone calls, but Niall, Niall is worse he won't talk to anyone anymore.

I looked on my lab top and I was getting a skipe call it was Harry maybe I should at least tell him I'm still alive.

"Hey lily!"
"Hey haz."
" So how have you been?"

"I'm better". I lied
" That's good. and how's niall?"

"He is getting worse it's scaring me Harry." I was trying to hold back my tears. "Between mom and dad and Niall I'm so stressed."

"Well that's kinda why I called you I was wandering if you wanted to go to a party at my place?"

"I don't know Harry." I said biting my lip. "I'm not really a party girl I don't even drink."

"C'mon it will be fun."

"I don't think so"

"Pweeez" his lips were puckered and his eyes were open wide.

I thought about it for a while. Maybe it would get my mind off things.. "Ok" I finally said 

"Yay! I'll pick you up at 9 then?"
"Sounds good to me."

"Bye lily"
"bye haz"

It was 7:00 so I didn't have that much Time I went into my closet and looked for something to where throwing cloths every where I finally found what I was looking for.

It was a short black dress that was low cut it was my favorite dress.
I put my makeup and herd I slight knock on my door.

"Come in"

Still putting a earring in I herd the the door open and next thing I new The curly haired guy was sitting on my bed facing me with a smerk on his face.

"Well well, look at you, you look lovely.'

"Thanks" I blushed my face turned a shade of pink.

He stood up, we were inches apart I could feel his breath on on my lips he leaned forward but I stepped away.

" I'm sorry Harry it's just not the right time"

His smile faded "i understand... so are you ready to go?"

"Yes I am"

We walked outside and there sat his car. He opened my door and we got in.

he turned the radio on.
We didn't say a word the whole drive there we sat in silence with the music from the radio filling the car.

We pulled up at his house there were cars lined up the road. we parked the the car and he unbuckled his seat belt I just sat still.

"Are you going to get out?"

"I don't know Harry I think this was a bad idea, I'll just stay here."

"No you need to get your mind off things c'mon I won't leave you."

"Ok"

As We walked in you could tell that everyone was waisted, I had a bad feeling in my gut. almost all his exes were there

"Would you like to dance ms horan?"
"I would love to mr styles"
We danced for about an hour.

"Are you having a good time?"

"Yes thanks for inviting me harry."

He leaned in and our lips crashed I got this amazing feeling in me like I was falling in love for the first time.
He let go his dimples got deeper. He now had a smerk on his face "I love you harry"
"I love you lily, I all ways have"

I felt so complete at that moment.

"Do u won't something to drink?
"Yes, no alcohol if that's alright"

"Haha Ok I'll be rite back"
He went to get me something to drink I went to the bathroom I came out and looked for Harry but I found something much different Harry was making out with his ex kenndel Jenner I wanted to slap him tears trickled down my face.

I started walking out the door when a hand grabbed my wrist and jerked me back it was a guy
"And where do you think you are going babe?"

"Let me go"

"C'mon I just wanna have a little fun."
I could smell the beer in his breath

"I said let me go."
I tried to pry my wrist from his hand but he squeezed me tighter.
His hand covered my mouth he took me in the bed room I tried yelling for harry but the music was to loud next thing I knew he raped me.

When he was done he left me in the dark room cold alone and scared.. Then everything went black.