Chapter 9 why me

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*three weeks later*

LILYS P.O.V

"Ms horan?" Ms horan?!"

"What?"
I quickly got out of my daze and looked at the teacher.

"Do you need to step out into the hall?"

"No ma'am"

"Then pay attention!"

Ugh what ever I rolled my eyes as soon as she looked away, an started to play with the holes in my shirt sleeve.

I'm going back to school now, the doctor said that being around people would help my depression but being stuck in a cramped up room full of idiots doesn't feel like it's helping at all.

Shortly the bell rang. I Met my friend adelyn at the door.

"What was that all about?"
She asked

"I don't know I just can't pay attention anymore."

As I finished my sentence the principle started walking to us

"Ugh what does that she devil want now" adelyn joked

"Lily may I see you in my office?"

"Yes, I'll see you later adelyn"

"Ok".

I followed her to her office

I sat down in the seat in front of her wooden desk and listened to her talk.

"Some of the teachers have been telling me that you haven't been paying attention in class?"

"Yah, and?"

"And, you are getting bad grades."

"So what."

"Listen I no it's been hard with your family passing but...

I stood up
"No! you don't know! you don't know what it's like having your family being taken away!"

A tear ran down my face
I sat back down

" I'm so sorry I didn't mean it that way"

"Then how did you mean it?"
I said half screaming

She handed me a card

"Dr. marry?"

"She's a therapist"

"A therapist! What do you think I'm crazy?!"

"No she's not like that I just thought it would help."

"I don't need your help.'

"Ok fine but keep the card it has her number on the back.'

"Ok whatever"

"And watch that mouth of yours young lady."

I didn't say anything I stood up and walked out of her office the bell had already rung and the halls were silent I leaned against the cold metal lockers and studied the card she had given me.

" Therapist?". "Am I really that crazy?
Maybe it would help? or maybe it would make actually believe I'm crazy?"

All the thoughts ran through my head

"Boo!"

"Aahh!" I screamed

I looked up only to see Louis. We all went to the same school.

"Did I scare you?" he said laughing trying to catch his breath

"It's not funny Lou!"

"Then why are you giggling?"

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