I missed Shawn in all honestly. I really don't think he understands that I still like him, love him actually. All he thought about was how I was there to comfort him, as soon as he realized that his feelings were mutual with Sammy, he left me. Well, that was until he found out he was pregnant.
He just told me he loved me, I felt it. This was a real act of passion, that kiss. I missed it.
"Taylor? Are you even paying attention to the road?" Shawn had snapped my thoughts and I was focused again.
Red light. Trees. Dim light from the moon. Yes I see the road, yes I am paying attention to the sight in front of me.
Shawn of course... That's the sight.
"Now Taylor... it's green." "Are you even paying attention Taylor?" "How about I drive... Taylor." he kept emphasising and it was sort of irritating. I am completely aware of everything.
"Shawn! Please, I will take us home safely! I promise..." I cleared and he remained silent the whole time.
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We were finally home and I told Shawn that he deserves to lay in bed with me and we can snuggle up.
"I miss you Taylor." was all he said while he wrapped his left arm over my waist as his head buried in between my rib cage and arms. "Don't you think you should be the one laying straight, Shawn?"
"You want me to get on my back?" he smirked, proudly actually.
"No! Um.. like, your stomach you know... lay on your back."
I'm awkward. What am I even doing here with my ex. Oh, I'm the baby's daddy.
Well... I said that all under breath.
"You are daddy." he cooed.
"Uh... no. Shawn, I'm not.. anymore."
I don't know what he is doing to me or with me. I'm just trying to comfort him. I can't take this anywhere else.
"Please stop Shawn. I don't want you like this. You should really let me cuddle you to sleep. Nothing further." I told him.
He hit me with the pillow and laid straight, this time letting my head rest on his chest. I brought my hands to his stomach and rubbed it.
"Lift your body up Shawn." I ordered as he obeyed. I grabbed the bottom of his shirt and brought it over his head. I continued to lay my head down on him as I caressed his stomach, fulfilling him with light kisses on his body.
"I love you Taylor." He whispered, stroking his hands through my hair.
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I woke up and felt some type of tingling sensation. I mean like, it felt like a wet dream. I'm not so aware. I opened my eyes and checked my phone screen.
4 am?
I turned to Shawn and he was not there.
Let me tell you, I'm still half asleep and I think I peed myself because I am all wet.
I looked down and there Shawn was.
I slapped his cheek.
"I told you no Shawn." I said irritated.
"Come on Tay..." he groaned continuing to suck. I held in a moan trying, trying to nudge him away.
I can't have this as much as I want. I shouldn't take him while he's vulnerable.
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