Somehow Suddenly... | Shammy // Shaylor

11 | Wilk

Shawn randomly started talking to me as soon as we got back to school. It was weird, he seemed so happy. Same with Taylor, both of them were excited which made me feel better. For the first time, in a while, well these last three days, I actually feel like I belong with them.

They're more opening than I remember.

"You two seem really happy lately ya know! Its cool...!" I started.

"Shawn and I are-"

"We ugh yeah are... totally happy lately!" Shawn cut off Taylor.

Wonder what what they're hiding but I don't care. I'm happy myself.

The 'date' with Aaliyah is in a couple days. Am I really that bad of a person for letting myself do this? Using her for Shawn... well hey, at least she likes and respects me. Shawn doesn't show it, maybe he will after he realizes that I'm dating his sister.

Rest of the day passed by quickly as I focused on myself and Aaliyah instead of Shawn.

-

Today is the date. I told Aaliyah that we shouldn't really tell Shawn. She should tell him that he went out with one of her friends instead.

I am taking her for a walk around the outdoor outlet. It's basically a mall, but outdoor and they have activities here and there. Oh the sun is nice.

"Can we get a snow cone or-"

"Sure Aaliyah."

We walked and talked about, honestly Shawn...

I got to know more about him which made me all flustered and I didn't know how to talk for myself.

"Why do you always shift uncomfortable when we talk about my brother?" she asked which made me scratch my head an try to walk in front of her. "You're avoiding my question aren't you?"

"I uh... because... I try to think of you then I think of Shawn because you're related. He doesn't like me that much, at least it's what I think."

"You know what.. he does, he just backs away because Taylor is over protective. He actually hated you before he got to know you but eventually, I told him about your good sides and you're okay."

I smiled at her explanation.

"I like him."

"UOU WJAT SAM!"

"UH hyyeah, like, there's nothing wrong with him! I do like him, as a yeah person."

"Wow I am relieved for a moment I thought you liked him and wouldn't go out with me."

"We are going out."

I grabbed her and and wrapped my arms around her as we walked together the rest of the day.

Boy, I feel like a terrible person for leading her on like this.

-

I took her home and she told me nobody was home, not like I am going to do anything with her, I don't. She is only like what fourteen and she's Shawn's sister, plus, I can't take anything from her, I don't really love her so that would be harsh. I don't even think I can kiss her.

"Sam? I opened the door like a minute ago why are you talking to yourself?" Aaliyah tugged my hand into the house. When we walked him, Shawn was laying on his back with Taylor in between his legs. Shawn held his phone high over Taylor's head while his head rested on Shawn's chest. "SHAWN!" she yelled at him which made him squander, dropping his phone on his face. "What Aaliyah!" Taylor retorted. "Don't yell at her like that." Shawn informed. "Sorry guys..." I awkwardly hoped in the conversation.

All eyes turned towards me.

"What did you two do... its like seven. Does mom even know where you were?" Taylor asked Aaliyah.

"You don't even have the right to talk to me like that." She snapped and ran upstairs pulling me with her.

"Come on!" she said excited.

I don't want to do anything though.

She gripped my collar of the shirt and brought me to her bed. I rested on my elbows not wanting to make this go any further but I wouldn't want to reject her. She climbed over me. "All I want to do is steal a kiss." She whispered as she laid me down, putting her lips over mines. "And that's all you're going to do alright?" I tried to say as easy as possible. She started to unzip my sweater until there was a thud in the door.

"What the fuck Aaliyah!" Taylor shouted pointing at us. "SHAWN COME HERE!"

I pushed her off of me so she rolled onto the floor while I stood up and zipped my hoodies sweater back up.

"I didn't even start it!" I rambled.