Swan Street (BTS Jimin fanfic)

5.

      Jimin had his head propped up higher on the pillows with Y/N's head resting on his chest.

      He was playing with the strands of her hair, wrapping them around his index fingers while deep in thought.

      "Y/N...do you feel bad about what we did?" he asked her, hesitation present in his voice.

      He hoped she wouldn't scatter away from him and luckily she didn't

      "No. Why would I?" she snuggled herself deeper into his side.

      "You needed this and I wanted it."

      Was it really that simple?

      "But what about Matthew? Don't you love him?" he kept pushing.

      "Of course I do."

      He couldn't understand it.

      Jimin didn't love Sora anymore, he justified with he did with that.

      "But we..." he sat up and Y/N slid off of him in the process, but followed after a second later.

      "What's wrong?" she once again placed her hand over his thigh.

      "It's just...how can you love someone else and fuck with me?" he asked, no hostility in his voice, just genuine curiosity.

      She smiled lightly.

      "I find it completely natural." she began.

      "I love Matthew and I also like you too. There something about you that pulls me in. There's something pretty about you, loving, caring..."

      Jimin just listened, not looking at her, he was just carefully listening.

      "When you kiss my neck, or that spot right behind my ear, I feel how much you like me. You do it slowly, you make every second count, it tells me...He likes you. He's likes how you respond to him." she was so close to him now, her bare chest pressing onto his arm, lips barely grazing over his earlobe.

      "It makes me grow fond of you." the kiss she left on the bottom of his ear, sent another spike of arousal through his body.

      "And yet when it comes to other men, like Matthew, I like the complete opposite." she was on top of his lap now.

      "I like how much they don't care to appreciate me. How it seems like they don't care, how they kiss me as if they are doing me a favor."

      He threw his head back, trying for a moment to be exactly that.

      To be that selfish opposite that she also wished for.

      But he couldn't.

      He can't resist not wrapping his hands around her, kissing her back with equal enthusiasm.

      "Do you love me Jimin?"

      "No."

      "Then no harm in what we are doing." she ran the back of her palm over his cheek.

      "Yeah."

      They stayed like that for a few minutes.

      His arms wrapped around her waist and just kissing until the light of day slowly started to seep through the windows.