Day6 - SHOOT ME : YOUTH PART 1

"혼잣말" (Talking to)

[Korean:]

혼잣말이 늘어가
네가 떠난 뒤로
이젠 어색하지도 않아
어쩌나
아까는 식탁 위에 있던
죄 없는 과자봉지만
구기고 던지면서
화내고 있더라
어쩌나

(뭐하냐) 아 몰라
(괜찮냐) 괜찮겠냐
널 대신할 머릿속의 목소리
(나가자) 아 싫어
(일어나) 싫다고
무기력해 뭣도 하기 싫어

나도 알아 안다고
뭐라도 해야지
근데 참 엉덩이가
안 떨어지는걸
나더러 어떡하라고

Just talking to 나
말할 사람이 없어서
누가 봐도 널 보낸 건 나니까

I'm just talking to 나
탓하지도 못하겠어
나를 혼자가 되게 만든 건
나였으니까

야 그때 왜 그랬냐 이 자식아
너도 문제다 상태는 심각
이 정도면 거의 뭐 던짐각
나도 알어
아아아 나도 알어

야 자존심이 그리 중요했냐
뭣이 중요한지도 몰랐던 거냐
나도 안다니까
아는데 왜 그랬냐
인간은 같은 실수를 반복하니까?

Just talking to 나
말할 사람이 없어서
누가 봐도 널 보낸 건 나니까

I'm just talking to 나
탓하지도 못하겠어
나를 혼자가 되게 만든 건
나였으니까

사실 요즘 다 귀찮아
밥 먹기도 특히 치우는 게 귀찮아
나도 모르게 습관이 됐나 봐
2인분을 차리는 거 마마말이야

사실 요즘 잠도 안 와
더워서 더욱 그런가 봐
항상 이불 뺏던 네가 옆에 없으니깐
더워 죽겠다
잠이 안 와 미치겠다

Just talking to 나
말할 사람이 없어서
누가 봐도 널 보낸 건 나니까

I'm just talking to 나
탓하지도 못하겠어
나를 혼자가 되게 만든 건
나였으니까
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[Romanized:]

Honjatmari neureoga
Nega tteonan dwiro
Ijen eosaekhajido ana
Eojjeona
Akkaneun shiktak wie itteon
Jwe eopneun gwajabongjiman
Gugigo deonjimyeonseo
Hwanaego itteora
Eojjeona

(Mwohanya) a molla
(Gwaenchannya) gwaenchanketnya
Neol daeshinal meorissoge moksori
(Nagaja) a shireo
(Ireona) shiltago
Mugiryeokhae mwotto hagi shireo

Nado ara andago
Mworado haeyaji
Geunde cham eongdeongiga
An tteoreojineungeol
Nadeoreo eotteokharago

Just talking to na
Malhal sarami eopseoseo
Nuga bwado neol bonaen geon nanikka

I'm just talking to na
Tathajido mothagesseo
Nareul honjaga dwege mandeun geon
Nayeosseunikka

Ya geuttae wae geuraennya i jashiga
Neodo munjeda sangtaeneun shimgak
I jeongdomyeon geoye mwo deonjimgak
Nado areo
Aaa nado areo

Ya jajonshimi geuri jungyohaetnya
Mwoshi jungyohanjido mollatteon geonya
Nado andanikka
Aneunde wae geuraennya
Inganeun gateun shilsureul banbokhanikka?

Just talking to na
Malhal sarami eopseoseo
Nuga bwado neol bonaen geon nanikka

I'm just talking to na
Tathajido mothagesseo
Nareul honjaga dwege mandeun geon
Nayeosseunikka

Sashil yojeum da gwichana
Bab meokgido teukhi chiuneun ge gwichana
Nado moreuge seubgwani dwaetna bwa
Iinbuneul charineun geo mamamariya

Sashil yojeum jamdo an wa
Deowoseo deouk geureonga bwa
Hangsang ibul ppaetteon nega yeope eopseunikkan
Deowo jukgetta
Jami an wa michigetta

Just talking to na
Malhal sarami eopseoseo
Nuga bwado neol bonaen geon nanikka

I'm just talking to na
Tathajido mothagesseo
Nareul honjaga dwege mandeun geon
Nayeosseunikka
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[English:]

Talking to myself more
After you left
Now it's not even that awkward
What do I do?
I was just folding
And throwing around
The poor bag of chips on the table
And getting mad
What do I do?
(What're you doing?) I don't know
(Are you ok?) You think I'm ok?
Voices in my head take your place
(Let's go) No
(Get up) I said no
I'm feeling lazy, don't wanna do anything

I know, I said I know
I know I should do something
But my butt
Won't get off this seat
So what do you want me to do

Just talking to myself
Cause I have no one else to talk to
Because anyone can see I'm the one who let you go

I'm just talking to myself
I can't even blame you
Because the one who made become alone
Was me

Hey, why did you do that back then, dude?
You have issues, it's serious
This is just throwing it out there
I know
I know

Was pride really that important?
Did you not know what was truly important?
I said I know
If you knew, why did you do that?
Because humans tend to repeat their mistakes

Just talking to myself
Cause I have no one else to talk to
Because anyone can see I'm the one who let you go

I'm just talking to myself
I can't even blame you
Because the one who made become alone
Was me

Actually, I'm just lazy
Too lazy to eat and especially clean up
It's just become a habit now
Making enough food for two every time

Actually, I can't even sleep these days
Probably because it's too hot
Because you're not here to steal the blanket
It's so hot
I can't sleep, I'm going crazy

Just talking to myself
Cause I have no one else to talk to
Because anyone can see I'm the one who let you go

I'm just talking to myself
I can't even blame you
Because the one who made become alone
Was me
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