JUST LOVE ME LIKE I LOVE YOU// Mattia fanfic

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I went up the stairs and changed into to some shorts and a comfy shirt and lied down in bed and got comfy under the covers. I started  falling asleep until I heard a knock on the door, I went to open it and it was Jude at the door

" Y/n do you mind if I sleep with you? The dreams are coming back, the date it's coming closer everyday  ." He said with his eyes red from crying

" yeah of course, I'm sorry that they are coming back Jude." I said hugging him then walking to my bed

" thanks for caring." He says lifting the covers and getting into bed

" yeah of course Jude. Do you maybe want to go visit her grave tomorrow?" I say putting my hand under my pillow and looking into his eyes

" yeah I think so, yeah I do that would probably be best." He says chocking on his tears

" hey it's ok let it out" I say hugging him then him hugging back

" I'm sorry I'm crying" he says wiping away his tears with his shirt

" you're fine,I miss her too Jude" I say starting to tear up too then tears falling from my eyes

Jude noticed and wiped my eyes and smiled. We snuggled close to each other and after A few minutes we both fell asleep.

I didn't even realize that the day was coming closer. I feel bad for forgetting that the day was coming but I never forgot about Rachel . She was so joyful and brought smiles into the room, she was the love of Judes life. When she died he wasn't the same, he became depressed and moody all the time but now he's better, but I don't know if he can love someone the same. Me and her were at the movies when she died. We were walking out when someone shot her out of nowhere. I turned and saw a silhouette ( shadow)with a gun, I immediately pulled out my gun and shot them twice knowing they would die. Then I got down to help Rachel, she was unresponsive but breathing,she was bleeding out so I ripped my shirt and put it on her wound and immediately called Ella and the house doctor and they were coming in our little hospital van.About 5 min later they came and put her into the van and hooked her up to the machine and then her pulse dropped and they got on top of her and started doing compressions and she came back. Then we immediately got to the house and everyone crowded around her. We took her to the room and but her on the bed and immediately hooked her up to the pulse thing and they started doing surgery on her She wasnt breathing for a while then She started breathing again. Then Jude came Into the room and saw her lying down almost lifeless and he broke down crying. After around an hour they got the bullet and all the pieces out and stitched her back up. Then she finally woke up and Jude told her how much he loved her and she told him how much she loved him. They kissed and then we all hugged her and told her how much we love her. Then all of a sudden her pulse dropped and she stopped breathing. We tried everything to get her back but nothing was working this time. She just died, she left us just like that. Just talking than dying, why god why did you have to take her so early? Her and Jude were supposed to have a family and live together and be happily ever after.

- end of thoughts

I woke up to no one next to me hmm Jude must have left me. I looked into the mirror and I looked scary I had blood shot eyes and scary hair. I got dressed and ready for the day.

Then I went to go watch tv on the couch I was watching Henry danger because that's my favorite show ( that's a freaking awesome show no cap) then I felt the couch sink in and I turned and saw Kairi and Alejandro on the couch

They saw me and asked why I was crying and I explained everything that happened and they started tearing up a bit.

* next chap tomorrow luvs*