JUST LOVE ME LIKE I LOVE YOU// Mattia fanfic

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I can't like them no they're my best friends. I mean yes I did like Jude for a while, but did I ever really loose those feelings towards him? Yes I did, no wait yes I did!

No I don't like Alejandro he's just a friend that cares for me but he's always been like that. I mean we did kiss but it meant nothing. Omg I wanna puke just thinking about this I'm acting like I'm ever gonna get with him and plus he likes this really pretty girl and he's been talking to me about her .

I thought some more about this then my thoughts were interrupted by screeching coming from next door. Uhh Grayson is probably hungry or wants to be held.

" what is that noise?" Alejandro says covering his ears with a pillow

" it's Grayson crying, I'm gonna go get him"I say

" imma go head back to my room and get dressed, imma go hit the gym i guess." He says

" uh ok" I say getting up

Alejandro leaves and I go into Grayson's room and I see Jude trying to fix a bottle of milk

" oh hey, what a surprise. I didn't expect to see you in here."  I say to Jude as I'm reaching for Grayson in his crib

" well I mean there was a crying baby and I didn't think that you would come in since you're a pretty heavy sleeper so here I am ." Jude says scooping the powder then pouring it into the bottle then adding water

" oh, well thanks I guess?" I say

" yeah no problem"he says

" so are you with Alejandro now?" Jude asks shaking the baby formula up

" no I just ended things like two hours ago Jude wtf you just can't get with someone That quick ?!" I say stuttering a bit as I'm  walking back to my room with Grayson in my arms

" I was just asking chill Ma!" Jude says following after me

" yeah okay Jude whatever" I say sitting on the bed

" wtf is your problem? I just asked you a question why are you getting so nervous and mad" Jude says sitting on the bed next to me

" I'm not" I say getting up and handing the baby to Jude

" where r u going?" Jude asks

" to get his pacifier and blanket from the room" I say shooting him a look while walking to the room and coming back

" oh" Jude says

"Yes sirr" I say grabbing the tv remote and lying back down

" can I feed him?" Jude asks

" I don't care" I say sitting back up

"Okay then" he says

" is it warm?" I ask

" yeah I heated up the water" Jude says starting to feed the baby and burps him then puts him in the rocker that's in my room

" ooo mr. Dad over here" I say laughing

" shut up...... it's your fault we even got into this mess" jude says then shoots me a ugly look

" lil bitch it is not! Just because we went to the mall doesn't mean she wouldn't of found us anyway and we have the note and she knew who we were!" I say popping him on the back of his head

" owwww you bitch" Jude says pulling my bun out

" u biotch" I say jumping on top of him