a/n ..... ok so whooo tf reported mattias fine asf ass on one of my chapters ???? his ass was lookin nioce lmaoooo ............. anywho sorry if this chapter and a few others look bad just know its because its written on a laptop ..... where are the emojissssss???? ( imagine a sad or crying emoji lmao then a laughing lmaooooooo) and also I am so sorry I haven't updated the book in so long
Me and Mattia get in the Tahoe then we start driving,he gets a text from his dad saying Jude and some girl need to come too and theyre meeting us there.
" Y/n ... I'm sorry for how I've treated you and I just want you to know that you mean the world to me and I'm sorry for everything and how I've treated you, you don't deserve that." Mattia says grabbing your hand
" thanks Mattia it's means a lot it really does." I say holding his hand and looking out the window
" so what are you and Jude ?" He says letting go of my hand
" um... well we're just friends best friends" I say looking at him
" yeah best friends okay not like I saw y'all kissing a few times or anything"
" Yeah okay we've kissed a bit .... so what does it matter" I say looking at him
" do you like him?"
" ... does it matter ? I like you .." I say looking down playing with my fingers trying to avoid the question a bit
" goddammit just answer the question" he says slamming his hands on the steering wheel
" fuck Mattia yeah okay I do okay! Idk I think but I also love you" I say looking out the window getting ready to take off my seatbelt since we were already pulling into where the jet was.
" so you like him ? Why don't you just go to him ? Run to your little boy toy since your always with him." He says parking the car and getting out then slamming the door causing me to jump
" Mattia what is with you?" I say getting out and getting my luggage
" what is with me ? How can I be with you or want to when you like Jude ?"
We both enter the jet and I'm standing at the entrance
" you're one to talk. Definitely not like you were fucking around with Cynthia and Jenna those times we were together. Oh but it's so bad when I actually have Someone who cares for me and actually cares abt how I feel."
" I said I was sorry y/n" he says walking towards me
"Well then why do you bring this shit up ? You always end up making me feel like shit and make me feel like I'm worthless and your just a piece of shit ." I say tearing up
" shut the fuck up. Maybe you are worthless now quit being a little bitch" He says grabbing my neck and pining me to the wall
" m m- Mattia stop" I say trying to get out of his grasp then the door opens and he quickly lets go
" what the fucks going on are you ok" Jude says dropping his bag and running to me holding me
" y y- yeah I'm fine thanks" I say holding onto him
" yeah just go to your boy toy" Mattia says walking away
" your such a jerk and just use me for sex" I say
" stfu you know nothing" he says sitting down
" dumb bitch" I say say taking Jude's hand and walking to the back where the bed was
" you okay ?" Jude says sitting down on the bed
" yeah I'm fine just confused, that's all"
" what happened" he says taking off his shoes and getting on the bed
" i don't even really know to be honest .we were fine and had a moment in the room then when we left and he got the text saying you were coming too he just started asking me questions about you and stuff and just started getting mad I guess I don't really know" I say rubbing me neck
" uh what a dick" he says
" yeah I guess"
" I can hear y'all you know so shut the fuck up and Jude you better watch yourself or else." Mattia says sternly and I just roll my eyes and look at Jude
" your so lucky your dad owns the gang or I'd beat your ass again" Jude says
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