The universal tricks are the best ,
Like the one time the universe put me and this one guy on the same timeline.
We thought we were meant to be apart of each other's stories , but it was just a temporary character development work out.
He comes in , makes my heart flutter , and creeps his way into parts of my body I wasn't expecting.
It was a mutual feeling , I made his heart jump at the sight of my smile.
Made his soul warm as I placed my head on his chest.
We planned a life together and pushed ourselves towards it.
Pushed
Pushed
Pushed
Damn,
We were so young ,
The first time the universe bought us together.
We never noticed but now that we're older ,
Have you ever thought about the test life threw at us in our young teenage lives ?
Was the second time around a test to see if we'd fall for each other again?
Was the third a punishment ?
Was the fourth self torture?
Even though we both know we were no good for each other ,
Honestly you had a heart that was already damaged and wasn't easy to use.
I kept coming back because I thought I could fix you ,
Not like I was a therapist but with my own love.
I didn't realize I was suffocating you until you started to choke.
You kept coming back because you found a home inside of me.
You moved comfortably into my heart and you were okay with it.
For a while
Each time.
But,
He was not happy within , he wasn't happy with himself ,
So who was I to expect him to be able to love me
the way I wanted to be loved.
I expected something out of someone who didn't know what certain feelings were.
Or how to act those feelings out.
We both kept pushing towards the wrong goal and ended up crashing ,
Leaving our universe fucked every time we try to jump on the same timeline.
You're no longer my lifeline..
