Each breathe I take sends me drowning deeper and deeper I sink into the darkness . Struggling for air as I try to resurface. Lungs burning. Mind swirling clinging on to life. What am I doing wrong ?Should I just give up ? Am I died already? I realize I'm not dying I'm living. The only reason I feel pain, joy, depression and anger is because I'm alive. I have Emotions, thoughts i can walk and talk. So why do I feel dead inside? Have I gone numb? No one can answer these questions but me. But I come up with no answers every time I think. Even if I had help clearing my mind, answer my questions. Will life become easier? The truth is that it's hard to live but it's easy to die. So why hang on to your life? We live because we're scared of the unknown. The only thing we do know is how to survive, so why dive into something we are clueless about.
Fear of the unknown is more powerful then any struggle you go through ,because at the end of the day your comfort and the thing allows you to sleep at night. Is that you know for sure that you are able to wake up in the morning.
