My heart catches the beat of your drums (CC bvb fanfic)

Chapter 10

Cecilie's p.o.v

We sat in the bus i sat in a chair with Cc i was on his lap.
Ash Emma and Andy was on one couch and Jake and Jinxx on the other.
"So.. that redhead.." Ash started "she said you liked me? Is that true" he smirked
"No it's not... well it was a while ago, i was head over heals for you... but not anymore!" I shouted
"Woah tiger calm down.. i know you want this" Ash said wiggling his eyebrows
To stop him i kissed Cc and it soon turned into a makeout session. The others left the bus since they didn't wanna look at us.
The heat was growing, and so were other things..
Cc stood up and pushed me against a wall i could feel his 'meat' getting harder by the second.
I then pulled away "i'm sorry to be a tease but i don't wanna go to far.." i said looking down
"It's ok baby i wont make you" cc said cupping my face with his hands and pecking my lips one last time.
just then the bus door opened
"Cecilie cecilie cecilie!" I chuckled
"Emma emma emma!?"
"Katie called me! She wants to meet when we get to LA!" Emma was pretty excited.
"Were is she from?" I asked her
"She's actually from florida.. but is in LA for a month, going home almost just as we get there though..."
The guys have one show left, then we go to LA. we started driving to the last location, Cc and i had been talking about buying a big house together... i don't know if i'm ready to have a 'family' yet.
I decided to go to the bedroom and rest for a bit, i must've been more tired than i thought cuz i fell asleep right away.
I was awoken by Ashley shaking me gently "we're here... i need to talk to you"
Those words are the worst! I nodded
"Look.. the thing is, Cecilie i love you and i'm tired of hiding it and i can tell you like me too." and then he kissed me forcing me to lay flat on the bed. He had pinned me so i couldn't move at all.
Ash snaked his greasy hands all over my body. then the worst thing happened Cc opened the door and i didn't get to say anything.
Ash stood up and straightened out his clothes smirking at me.
I started crying and Ash went out to the guys i persume he was telling them what happened.
Emma sat by me "why did you do it?" She said with her voice stiff
"Do what?" I said confused
"You cheated on Cc.." She said dissapointed.
I shook my head
"Ash tried to rape me... and Cc thinks i'm cheating on him and everyone hates me now.." Emma hugged me
"I knew it... i knew you wouldn't ever dream of cheating.."
I panicked "Cc hates me.. oh god i'm gonna lose all my friends.." i was sobbing into Emma's shoulder.
"He ran off.. with one of your razor blades in his hand... Jake ran after him, i hope he finds him." Emma said avoiding my sorrowfull eyes
i stood up and ran out the bus door Andy was outside smoking
"You cheap whore!" Andy slapped me
"You don't understand Andy.. Ashley tried to rape me in there..." i shouted crying
"Yea sure.. i'd say that too.." Andy said his voice stiff.
Jake came running back dragging Cc behind him. when Cc saw me he threw himself at the ground and started screaming and crying. i went inside and into a bunk not caring who it belonged to.
I didn't sleep all night i was listening to emma talking to the guys and Cc's soft sobs from the back room.
Then the bunk curtain was pulled aside "Cecilie... i'm sorry" it was Ashley.
I started crying and he tried to calm me wich just made me panick even more
He then stepped back and Emma crawled in beside me.
"Shhh, it's gonna be ok everything is gonna be perfect. btw the guys cancelled their show tonight... Cc is trying everything he can to hurt himself.." she said
"It's all my fault" i hopped out of the bunk and walked out the bus door Andy grabbed my arm with a worried look in his eyes
"Let her go.." Emma said
I nodded at her as to say thank you and i sat with my back against the outside of the bus.
Later Andy sat down beside me
"I'm sorry about that earlier.." he lit his ciggarete "Emma told us everything.. Cc wont listen though" i moved a litlle away from Andy just looking down not answering him.
I played with the metal piece in my pocket, the metal piece that had always been stronger than me.