My heart catches the beat of your drums (CC bvb fanfic)

Chapter 12

Still Cc's p.o.v

It had beeen a week, and Cecilie's condition wasn't getting worse nor better.
I'm vissiting her everyday, telling her that i wanna marry her when she wakes up.
In the beginning her heart monitor increased when i told her, but it's no longer increasing so much.. everyone was optimistic about it Emma is with that girl Katie all the time. they are going to go home to Florida in s couple of days they will share Emma and Cecilie's apartment.
Emma plans on coming out here again when Cecilie wakes up, then go home again after a couple of days.

*time lapse obe month after suicide attempt*
"It's been a month i miss you.. a lot. i barely ever talk to anyone but you, and. You can't even answer me.
Emma and Katie is living together in your apartment so you'll have to move in with me.. i hope that's ok, even though this is all my fault. i should have just listened to you. the doctors say you wont wake up, they're gonna put you off life support if you don't wake up before a month... so pleasr, wake up" i kiseed her forehead.

*a month and a half after the attempt*

"Hey babe, Emma and Katie are still together.. I bought a house that we can live in alone away from the guys, cuz i know you are afraid if Ash. there's room for Rex too, i actually already bought him, i'm just waiting for you to wake up now" her heart rate decreased
"Don't..don't die on me" i said in panic. then it increased again really fastly and nurses and doctors came running in.
They pulled if everything
"We can't have her on lifesuport anymore.. we'll pray that taking it off will make her bldy wake up. but if the case is that she wont survive... say your goodbye"
I sobbed and hugged her lifeless body
"Please wake up... i wanna mary you i need you yo be here..." i couædn't say good bye...
Then the nurse pushed me out of the room.
I sat in the waiting room for about an hour when a soctor came out
"Cecilie is alive, she's weak but will wake up soon." i jumped up "can i go see her!?" I asked
He nodded and i ran to her room
"Baby you're gonna survive!"

**Cecilie's p.o.v**
"Baby you're gonna survive!"
Cc had been here for quite a while i don't know how many weeks i've been like this.
I've tried to open my eyes all the time but i haven't been able to.
I felt Cc take my hand and kiss it.
His grip was light so i tried to move my pointer finger, sucess! I tried to squeze his hand, but i didn't have enough power i lifted my finger again "are you awake?" Cc said excitedly i lidted my finger again and i felt Cc painting combinations on the palm of my hand. that gave me courage to try to open my eyes.
They were like glued together.
I tried again, still nothing.
I tried ti squeze Cc's hand again this time it workez. i was slowly gaining strength "holy shitz" Cc exclaimed "you're waking up"
I felt my lips pull into a slight smile but not too much.
I built up all of my courage for god knows how long and then i tried to open my eyes again.
This time i suceeded i saw a bright light that hurt my eyes so i instantly closed them again. i tried slowly opening them again this time tgere was almost no light only a little i saw a hand in front of me "i thought it would be easier if i shielded a little for the light" Cc said smiling. i looked at him
"Thank you" my voice was very raspy, i made a face
"That must've hurt your throat?" He said smiling at me
I nodded
"I'll get you water" he said giving my shoulder a sqeuze. as he walked out the door a dr. came in
"Oh you're awake?" I nodded
"Sore throat?" I nodded again
He walked out and came back in with a needle. after taking some blood he walked back out.
Cc came back with a glass of water.
I took a sip of it "how long have i been out?" I asked him
He looked down and a tear alipped down his cheek i reached out and dried it away "47 days.." he said taking my hand.