My heart catches the beat of your drums (CC bvb fanfic)

Chapter 6

*Emma's p.o.v*

Ash and i were going to the bar he is the most awesome guy!
Cecilie and Cc weas starting to get all lovey dovey... i wonder when they would get together.
If i knew Cecilie it would take a while, she will take quite a while to trist him with her emotions, she believes everyone has a good heart and stuff, but when it's about someone loving her, she wont let herself love them back she's afraid of being a burden.
Anyways, Ash told me about this awesome bar. we just got here so i don't know just yet how good it is, the girls are all very femenine none of them looks gay..
But oh well tonight's gonna be amazing anyways.
Ash was already of flirting with some girl so i went to the bar and got something to drink "i'm paying for her" someone said behind me when i was about to pay.
I turned around to face a tall girl my age with dark brown hair that went to her waist and all the right curves in all the roght places...

"Oh thanks you didn't need to do that" i smiled at her
"Oh well i wanted to, do you have a girlfriend?" I shook my head no and she grabbed my arm "then let's go dance"
The night went by quick and i don't really know what i did after that..

The next morning i woke up in my bunk in the bus i had a major hangover damn..
I went to the kitchen and looked for those pills that makes habgovers go away "guys where did you hide the hangover pill things?" The girl from last night cane out making me smile like crazy "catch " she threw the pills.
"Wait... did we do anything last night?" I asked the girl.
She laughed "no only kissing i was just a little tipsy, dammit i get hungover from almost nothing!"
I sat myself on the couch and turned on the tv and she sat beside me "what's your name? I forgot to ask last night..." i looked at her "i'm Emma and you?"
"Katie" she smiled and took my hand

"We're gonna go to the stage Cecilie wants to play drums!" Cc shouted and pulled Cecilie along eith him through the bunks and past us when Cecilie saw Katie her eyes lit up and she waved, Katie of course waved back.

*Cc's p.o.v*

Cecilie told me she wasthinking about playing drums, so i got her to agree with me learning her.
I was quite nervous, i mean i was gonna be alone with her and i had quite strong feelings towards her, but i think she sees me as just a best friend.
"I can't promise i'll do good..." she said nervously
"Are you nervous?" I put my armaround her waist i felt her stiffen but soon relax.
"Yea... a bit, i'm afraid i'll do bad and then you're gonna think i'm a failure.." she looked down.
"Always look up your smile is so bright it makes everyone happy, anyone could fall in love with that smile" she looked at me and with a smile and her cheeks turning pink.
"You're blushing" i touched her cheek, it was soft.
"Yea i'm not good with compliments.." she looked down again.
"Let's play should we?" She looked at me and nodded.
Why was she so insecure when she was with me and no one else?
"Ok uhm sit on the chair and i'll help you hold the drumsticks right and locate your legs correctly"
She did as i said and sat on the chair thingy.
I walked up behind her and instructed her where to place her feet
"Ok now the sticks" i took my drumsticks and her hand and helped her close her hand correctly around the stick, and then with the other
"You're shaking.." i stated
She nodded and looked down "hey don't be so nervous i bet you're awesome.." she looked at me and smiled weakly "ok what do i do now?"

I showed her a couple of rythms by pointing and drumming on my thigh and she was actually quite good with the basics. "the only thing you miss is cordination" i told her. she stood up and hugged me "thank you Cc you're the best" i hugged her back and she didn't pull away, i didn't intend to do either.
Then i felt her shoulders shake " hey hey are you crying?" I held her out in stretched arms and she nodded
I dried her tears "why? What's wrong?" I sat on the chair at the drumset and pulled her onto my lap.
"I... i'm in love with this guy" my heart sank, she's in love with someone else "and i'm really close to him and he's always around... and i get nervous around him... you could say i'm quite afraid of love i don't know why... i'm just afraid the person doesn't love me and will be with me just beacuse of pity. and i don't wanna be anymore broken.." i dried her tears and hugged her close
"I bet he loves you.." i told her
"No one loves me, i'm way to insecure and i'm ugly and fat..." i could basically hear the selfhate in her voice

"Listen.... i'm in love.. and i really love her but she's insecure and i'm afraid i might break her... and Cecilie i never thought i was gonna tell you, but i love you" she stiffened. she hates me now
"Cc i love you too"she hugged me "you're the guy i'm in oove with"

I kissed the top of her head and dried her eyes should i kiss her? No... she's way to nervous for that right now.
I took her hand and we walked back to the bus holding hands. i was so glad she liked me back