Vehemently Yours,

9.Dangerously Yours

She couldn't face. She wouldn't face him.

She chanted this through out in her mind as she carefully went down the steps.

It was early morning Monday. The birds chirped outside. The sun was cold and feverish. The weather became more ghastly than ever and the snow was loading more and more each day.

College was close to ending for Christmas break. And soon, Rene would be alone with him.

Sebastian.

All alone with Sebastian.

Nothing good ever comes from being isolated with a man that dresses so casually that it burned her from within. Last she checked, she had was touching herself with him drooling and growling all over her. Christ, save me.

She sneakily checked the kitchen and a wave of disappointment washed over her, seeing it empty. The living room too. Where had he gone?

When she was about to move back up, she hears barking. It was coming from the backyard.

She walked towards it, the screen door showing Sebastian throwing a ball and playing with Hades in the snow. He was laughing and talking to him. She almost sighed when she caught a short petite woman, standing by the lawn watching and laughing at their antics.

Rene jumped back hiding against the wall, near the door.

She again cautiously peeped back, again noticing that strange woman going up to Hades and talking and stroking his back.

She turned back away and leaned against the wall. She gulped down the bile she felt forming in her throat.

Don't care. Don't care. She took a deep breath and walked back to the kitchen to make herself a sandwich.

When she began to toss some turkey slices on to the bread, she heard the screen door open.
Rene focused on the work at hand.

The woman's laughs were loud and echoing but it fell short when she came into the kitchen.

Rene looked up, only to be greeted by warm smile.

"Hi! You must be Rene. Nice to finally meet you. I'm Nicole."

Rene smiles back, offering her hand. "Nice to make your acquaintance, Nicole."

Nicole looks down at her hand, and grins. "No shaking hands. We hug!"

Wrapping her slim arms around her, pulling Rene to her. Uncomfortable at first, but slowly she wraps her arms back.

She looks up seeing Sebastian staring at her, hard. She averts her eyes and pulled back.

"So how is everything going with you staying here? Is Sebastian making you feel welcomed?"

She nearly coughed at that. Welcomed? Boy, doesn't she know it.

She didn't even know who this girl was to begin with and she acted like they were childhood friends. Not that she minded, but Rene was an introvert at heart. She took time establishing a bond with people she didn't know. However, she could never be rude.

"Everything is great." Ignoring the other question was probably for the best.

"Oh you are making a sandwich? Could I have some?"

"Uh sure." She gave her own sandwich and started to make another one for herself.

"Sebastian you want any?" Nicole asks him, as he enters the kitchen.

Yet his gaze was still on Rene, narrowing his eyes. As if trying to figure out what was going in her head.

"I'm good."  He says, sitting down at the counter.

There was an awkward silence that laved over them. Rene kept her eyes down for most of the time and whenever she did look up, they would always clash with Sebastian's steely ones. The ones that keep analyzing her. As always.

She had urge to roll her eyes at him. Not going to happen, buddy.

"So I hear your granddad is sick. Is he better now?"

"Well, last I heard he is still recovering." She states, keeping her answers brief.

"Hmm you don't talk much. Just like you said, bro." She nudges him by the elbow.

He scowls back, rubbing his elbow, "Cmon. Lets get you going, Nicole. Don't you have your own boyfriend to go back to. Instead of nagging me."

"But I am not! Rene, you think I'm nagging him?"

She stared back at them, look more uncomfortable than ever. "I don't know." Laughing uneasily, she goes back to the fridge putting back the items.

"Alright move out before you scare her further." Sebastian pushes Nicole out to the door.

"Byeeeeeee Rene. God you are an ass, Sebs!" With that, Rene heard the door shut with a thud.

Breathe. Chanting this word, over and over again. She kept her eyes focused on her sandwich, nibbling it like a small mouse.

She felt his approach in the kitchen. When she heard him take a seat, she thought of killing herself.

Why? Because let's not forget what happened last night.

"You are awfully quiet." He remarks.

His deep voice travels through her core, quaking her thighs in pleasure.

"I'm always quiet." She says, uninterestedly.

This time she peered up at him, only to find him smirking at her. Her throat flushed. She felt thirsty all of a sudden.

"You are but today's a different quiet. It's like you are embarrassed about something."

Now she knew he was messing with her. The only way to make herself not want to be swallowed by the ground was that she couldn't crave to weakness. So, she stood straighter and gave him pointed look.

"I have nothing to be embarrassed about."

"Is that right?"  He drawls, his smirk widening.

"Yes."

"So you don't care that I saw you grinding your sweet cunt against your finger."

Don't die. Don't die. She chewed her lip from inside. "Just like I don't care how you stole my panties."

He didn't even bother to comment. Instead he stood up, coming closer to her. She implored herself not to move back. Her chest began to move up and down.

When he stood in front of her, his eyes moved from her face to her lips, down her chest.
Stopping there.

"I didn't see your breasts." 

She lets out a breath of air that she didn't know she was holding back.

His finger glided down her arm, stopping right at the underside of her breast. His thumb came up, rubbing the flesh.

It was so close to her nipple, if he would just move his thumb up. He was about to lean in when the bell rang.

They jumped back.

She rushed to the door, not wanting to wait and stand there. Her knees were weakened.
She opened the door only to find Anderson smiling with his hands in his pockets.

"Hey Rene. Wanna go out for a while?"