Without Realisation

The First Sleepover

Lana "span" the cup and it landed on Blair. Here comes Blair's first kiss.

"I'm happy to have my first kiss be a girl because then I can say my first kiss was different". Blair had said earlier on.

Lana leant in and pecked Blair on the lips. As they made contact, Blair did sort of a little shimmy/shiver thing and put her hands behind Lana's neck.

"Ooo, really getting into to there Blair". I chuckled.

After a few more minutes everyone had kissed everyone in the circle. Well except for the guys because "guys don't kiss guys" apparently. I hadn't kissed Lana yet though. That was about to change.

Lana span the cup and it landed on me.

"Okay, you ready? I'm so sorry Faith are you sure it's okay?" Lana asked. She hadn't acted this way to anyone else she had to kiss today. Weird.

"Of course it's okay, why wouldn't it be and stop saying sorry". I scold.

"Okay...sorry"

We lean in and make contact. Her lips are so soft. Softer than everyone else's lips here. It lasts a little longer than anyone else's as well. At least it felt like it lasted longer. Everything was in slow motion as soon as our lips touched and immediately went back to normal as soon as we pulled away. During my phase of liking Lana, I had wanted to kiss her so badly and now I finally had. Not the way I wanted to kiss her but it was something.

We eventually stopped playing spin the bottle and moved on to truth or dare.

"I dare you to touch Mitchell's penis". Jamie says to Lana and everyone makes an '0' shape with their mouth.

Lana scrunches up her face, "mmm okay". She says and we laugh.

Before this dare was given I was tightly seated between Lana and Mitchell with both their hands wrapped around my waste. I was still in between them when Lana attempted to touch the gross forest before her which made it very awkward for me but I had a good view...ew. I felt sorry for Lana. It was so hairy down there.

Lana slowly started putting her hand down Mitchell's pants. This was so weird and I had to sit in between them while it was happening. She reached his pubic hair and immediately pulled her hand out.

"Nope. Nope. No thanks". Lana said and everyone laughed out loud.

It was starting to get dark out side and everyone was getting dressed back into their clothes to go home. I had an assignment to do and I was glad to get home and start what I should have already finished. Oops.

Everyone had almost left Lana's house. The only people left were Eugene, Mitchell and I. My mum had arrived and I saw her talking to Eugene. He was shaking her hand and everything. What a gentleman. It turned out that Mitchell was staying over at Lana's, spontaneously.

Lana asked me with an extremely hopeful look on her face. "Can you stay?"

I really should get home but I asked mum if I could stay the night. I felt really bad for making mumma drive all the out here for nothing :(.

This is were Mitchell and My "fling" first started.

We had McDonald's for dinner and Mitchell and I kept doing this thing where I put half a chip in my mouth and he would bite off the other half, except he would always put his mouth around the chip and then kind of pull back a bit before butting it off.

"Aye, you take the part you slobbered on as well thank you". I say said to Mitchell. So gross.

Lana spent around two hours on FaceTime with her current girl crush while Mitchell and I sat there just waiting and waiting and waiting for her to finish. The girl she liked was in grade twelve at our school and we were in grade nine. She was the sister of a girl in my PC that I'm quite good friends with because we used to do dance together and I do dance at school with them now. So I actually knew Lana's crush quite well as well, which was interesting.

Anyway. After ages of waiting we went inside and started watching a movie called Yeti. We thought it was going to be a really good scary movie but it was one of those ones where it looks like it's going to be good but it really isn't. So after watching two minutes worth of that movie we decided to watch The Perks Of Being A Wallflower.

During the movie it was an endless amount of moving around. I was lying on Mitchell while Lana was lying on me, Lana was away a little bit while I was lying on Mitchell, Lana was "asleep" on the floor while I was sitting up straight and Mitchell had his hand around my waste. During the part of the movie when Patrick was playing the part of that woman in the Rocky Horror Show, I could feel Mitchell looking at me and I could tell he was going to try something. Next thing I know he is doing this weird thing where he kind of rubs his cheek lightly up against yours and his lips are quite close to your lips. At the time I was thinking, what the hell is he doing, even though I knew what he was trying to do but I didn't want to kiss him. He's so thirsty.

As he was doing this I said "Haha, that's Patrick". Pointing at the TV and trying to make him stop. Which worked, thank god.

Out of no where Lana got up, suddenly awake, she was never asleep in the first place which I soon found out. Mitchell and Lana had been talking about Mitchell trying to kiss me the whole time. They had been passing Mitchell's phone back and forth between each other since we started watching the movie. I had always sat in between Lana and Mitchell but all the other times they had passed the phone back and forth behind my head. While I was lying on Mitchell and Lana was lying on me they were passing the phone back and forth in front of my face. Did they think I wouldn't be able to see what they were doing? Do they think I'm stupid, like hello? I saw on Mitchell's phone he had my contact open in messages and he would type something and pass the phone to Lana an she would read it and then delete what he wrote and then type something new and pass the phone back to Mitchell and he would read and delete and type something new and so on and so on.

I didn't see the whole conversation they were having but from what I saw Lana type, I got the gist. Lana typed "try again" and realisation struck me.

"Excuse me I have to go to the toilet". I said and got up quickly.

As I got up Lana said "Just go for it Mitch".

"No. Don't go for it thank you". I said, a bit annoyed and walked away to the toilet.

While I was away I tired to hear what they were saying but I couldn't really hear anything. As I finished my business and went to wash my hands. I started shaking but I wasn't cold, at all. The shakes came in big chunks it wasn't continuous little shakes. It would stop for a few seconds then and a big shake would come and last for two seconds. It was nerves. I don't know why I was nervous. I guess I just had never been in a situation like this before. There's a first time for everything.

I went back and I sat on the other side of Lana away from Mitchell.

"Aww you've come to snuggle me now". Lana said and Mitchell got up and went to sit on another couch.

"Woah, you're shaking a lot". Lana commented.

"Yeah I don't know what it is, I'm not cold or anything". We both shrugged.

After a while the shaking started to die down. Lana made me feel better some how, which I liked. We ended up spooning kind of, on the couch while Mitchell sat by himself and Lana was slowly pushing me off the couch in her sleep, so I sat up. When the movie ended I woke Lana up and we went to sleep in her bed. Well Mitchell slept in the guest room away from us, thankfully.

Just before we fell asleep I asked Lana, "What was that before?"

"Mitch just really likes you and he really wanted to kiss you". She said in a tired voice.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yeah" Lana said and turned over and we fell asleep.