𝙼𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍 || a hyunlix au

19

"You are going to be safe here." Madame Yeri opened the only door in this chamber that I was secluded to, for probably the rest of my days. There were no windows, and the only food I was subjected to was a sandwich every 12 hours. A very nasty sandwich, I hated it.

"Little boy, there is nothing for you to be ashamed of. You are just ahead of your time." She acknowledged. I was thankful for those words but I couldn't help notice the distance she now held between us, as if she would get any closer, I would do something wrong. I nodded for the soul fact that I was so thirsty, speaking would cut up my voice box.

Her face changed from stern to sympathetic. She closed the door behind her and left me back in the darkness.

Jesus I hate it here. What did I do wrong? I thought my mother loved me - why am I here now? Is this how I'm going to die? I want to make it out of here. I want to leave. Jesus, I hate it here.

"Here's some leftover water and food we had after we served the other children. You seem parched." Madame opened the door and dropped it on the floor right in front of her. "Unfortunately, the nuns do not want you alive. I'm trying my hardest to find loving parents who want you, but now there is no avail. I hope you understand this social distancing. It's for the safety of me and you, Felix." 

I had nothing to say. 

nothing at all.

Felix?

"Felix, wake up." Felix shot up, coughing even though he wasn't the littlest bit of sick. "Did you have another flashback?" Hyunjin questioned, his hands wrapped around Felix's waist. They were laying stomach to stomach and Felix could only remember one word from that dream. If it was a dream. He nodded as he rolled off of Hyunjin and sat up. "Do you know of someone named....Yeri?"

Hyunjin's eyes widened as he sat up as well. "W-where did you get that name from?" He spoke fast but clearly. "I-I don't know..."

"Felix," Hyunjin spoke slowly....-