The more friends I lose
And the more time I have alone
The more time I have to think
At first I cried
Because I time had with my negative thoughts
Then I self occupied
I've never had a problem with that
Being alone.
I was an only child
My mom was a single mother.
So i don't mind being alone.
Even when we lived with other family
I liked being alone
I was always praised
For being mature
But now that im older
I know it was childhood anxiety
When I got a little older
I would see reality a little more
Than my peers.
I can't have fun or do anything stupid like a normal teen
Because they all want me to be responsible
To be mature
I don't know why
But everyone tends to leave
And just because
I don't go out and party
Doesn't me I don't want to
And just because
I don't mind being alone and
Sometimes I even prefer it
I don't like being lonely
Why do adults
And my peers
All think that this is what makes me mature
YOU ARE READING
letters to...
PoesíaMostly just random poems some go together some don't * pomes are being taken off this one and moved to another book for love*
