Apex legends x reader Scenarios

When you try to kill yourself

⚠️Suicide/Self harm warning⚠️
If you are sensitive about near death experiences, self harm, suicidal thoughts or actions then SKIP THIS CHAPTER!
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Bangalore: Bangalore has been distant with you lately you didn't know why there were so many thoughts going through your head. You thought she didn't love you anymore or that she's cheating on you. You got very depressed and started you cut your wrist but one day you slipped and cut a vein making blood gush out. Bangalore comes home to see you in a pool of blood she carries you to the hospital and stays with you all night. When you woke up she told you that she had to stay late to train to get more money for the both of you. She promised to make sure you're happy and never alone after that

Bloodhound: blood hound was very mad at you because you stopped them from killing a flyer but you had a good reason the flyer had new born babies with her they can't just kill it. They didn't talk to you for a week you ended up getting depressed and started to walk to a cliff you stand at the edge of the cliff ready to jump. But before you jumped you heard running and something grab you around your waist onto a warm embrace. It was bloodhound with their mask off, they were crying and they said don't leave me through their tears.

Caustic: one day he was so focused on the chemical reactions to his deadly gas  but you wanted him to take a break. You asked him to relax but he slapped you in the face and told you to go away. You started to cry as you notice a green liquid on his desk with a skull on it and you drank it making him slack it out of your hand calling you crazy. You fall to the floor making caustic panics and gets a syringe from his desk and injects you with it reversing the effects of the toxic drink. He hugs you tight and whispers that he's sorry.

Crypto: he was so focused on exposing the creators on the apex games that he ignores you most of the time. One day you both started fighting about the amount of time you both spend together. You accidentally brought up the death of his sister causing him to kick you out. You started to cry knowing you did the wrong thing. You started to cut yourself with a pocket knife you have but crypto was still watching you through the cameras on the street. You looked at your wrist and thought that it wasn't enough, you hold the blade to your throat causing crypto to run to you and take the knife away. He hugs you tight, saying that he forgives me and to not leave like Myla did.

Gibraltar: Gibraltar cared about you yes but he didn't care enough. You were depressed and after dealing with your depression for two years by yourself you were at your breaking point. You wrote a note to Gibraltar saying that you couldn't take the pain of living anymore and then You went to the beach where you had your first date with him and you walked into the ocean without stopping. After Gibraltar found your note he ran to the beach and pulled you out the water. He gave you CPR bringing you back to life. You cried in his arms as he cradled you saying that he'll always be there for you

Lifeline: you had really bad depression that lifeline didn't know about. she left you home alone for long periods of time giving you chances to hurt yourself, You would cut yourself. One day you cut too deep causing you to panic and bandage your wrist sloppily. Even though your wrist was bandaged you were still losing blood. You started to get pale but you drank water and took iron pills to power through it. When lifeline got home she saw how pale you were and started to question you, but you denied her. Your blood starts to show through your shirt which made lifeline pin you down and roll your sleeves up. She started to cry as she put pressure on the wound and stitched it up. After that she never wanted to leave your side

Mirage:  loves being in the spot light you thought that he loved being famous more than he loves you. It made you have sad thoughts and you wanted to know the truth. But when he was on tv and said that he was single made you break. You texted him saying that you're gonna kill yourself and that he can't stop you. You go to the top of the apartment complex and stand on the edge of the building. You hear mirage scream your name making you trip and fall but he grabs you before you fall. He starts crying and say that he's sorry for the things he's said or done. He regrets saying that he wasn't with you on the news and that the next day he'll start showing you off to everyone

Octane: he's an internet sensation so of course he has millions of fans. You saw on his Instagram that he was out partying with a bunch of girls instead of hanging out with you. You wanted to cry. You ran away from home into a dark alley where two guys with pocket knifes threatened you sighed and spread your arms welcoming them to kill you. But there was a flash of green and the two guys were dead. You look up to see octane standing over them, he hugs you tight and you both talked about your issues and how you felt about everything.

Pathfinder: he didn't understand your depression which was good since you didn't want to bother him with it. You didnt know why but you just wanted to walk into the road and end it all. You stood in the middle of the street as a big truck but pathfinder grapples you out of the way. He asks why you did it and you started to cry pouring your feeling out to the blue robot. He surprisingly understood everything that you felt making you feel a lot better

Revenant: he wasn't the best emotional support in the world. So you decided to go on a really hard bounty mission it was the hardest bounty not even professionals survived it. You go on the mission but revenant finds out and grabs you before you go any farther into the mission. You start crying saying that you just want to die and to let you go. But he doesn't let go he just yells at you and say you're not gonna die yet he'll make sure of it.

Wattson: she was already emotional hurt from her father dying and you didn't want to hurt or worry her so you tried handling with your depression yourself but it wasn't working. You started to empty all the pills you can find into your mouth as you cry but Wattson caught you in the act making you spit out the pills and throw up in the toilet. All she did was hug you from behind and cry, saying that she doesnt want to be alone again and for you to live.

Wraith: she noticed something was wrong with you but she couldn't get her finger on it. Her voices didn't know either. One day you had enough and tied a noose around your neck. That's when her voices all started talking at once they were all screaming your name so she ran home to see you in the process of hanging yourself. She cuts the rope making you fall and she hugs you tight. She was crying and so were her voices.