I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough. Had me questioning myself I wasn't sure enough. Had me looking in the mirror tryna analyze my figure. I ain't perfect you want perfect so that figures.
all he wanted was a perfect figure like I was before I gave birth to our babygirl Adri, after that I gained a little and got a couple stretch marks. He started to downgrade me and speak down to me.
You always put me in a bad place say you was moving in a fast pace. It was all my fault I fell in love too hard. I loved you when I didn't love myself. Said you loved me but you only loved yourself
When I met Mattia he treated me like a queen, I made the mistake of believing it was always going to be like that. I was dumb enough to believe lies.
You played with my heart I might not be the same way
I might not ever be the same person I was before Mattia came along. I might never be the same free spirit. I might always be the person to downgrade myself every time I look in a mirror
You were walking in the door you wasn't saying hi. You was walking out the door you wasn't saying bye
Mattia always left without warning. He would cheat and bounce as if that's all it took to unlove him. He would come back to the house as if it was that easy to walk back into my heart without a warning. He was right about the coming back part. I will always take him back with loving but hurt arms.
I still felt alone with you around
We could be an inch apart or with no space and I'd still feel like my body and heart was somewhere else. Wether it was on the other side of the room or the other side of the world it never felt apart of us. I didn't feel the same with him around.
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New Britain is the only place that has school in ct cause of this mf corona virus. This what we not bouta do
