AM I DEPRESSED?

22 I am

I can't describe how i'm feel right now, i'm not happy, i'm not really sad, just i didn't feel anything.

But i always thinking about why i was lifes like this is something wrong with me? is depressed makes me feel this?...

Sometimes i feel really really tired especially to my family or my friends..

When i'm feel i wanna die i'm a sad, i really tired no one care about me...

But when them feel that, me was the one who besides them..