Dreams seem to seep in my words
My eyes are dark and worn
It seems that sleep is not an option
But thought is
I think about the future
The present
The past
My heart starts to flutter
I get scared sometimes
I'm scared that I'm not prepared for the future ahead
My breath comes short
I lose my senses and,
The world around me darkens
I get scared
I get scared that I'm not prepared for the night overwhelming past that tumbles and turns and destroys the strong part of me.
Then I feel a pain in my throat
I start to cry
Tears run down on the sides of my face
The tears are cold then warm to my skin
I try to steady my breathing
In
Out
In
Out
Eventually my eyes become so heavy
I fall into a slumber
Yet to wake up to a new day
That's were it started...
