Unreachable Love

Chapter 5-The sleep over😴 pt 1

Avannia-
"Mom, when are you going to be back?" I asked my mom as she was leaving for her business trip with my step dad, even though they don't work at the same place he always travels with her when she leaves for business trips, as he says "the world is a dangerous place for beautiful women".
"On Tuesday evening" she grabbed her bag and hurried towards me and gave me a big kiss on the forehead.
"Remember to eat healthy, sleep early, and-"
"Take your vitamins, yes,yes I remember mom" I gave her a quick hug and waved at the door where my step dad was standing carrying all the bags.
"Maybe you should go and help him?" I gave her playful smile while she poked my nose and headed for the door.
"And remember to take care of your friends too!" She said while locking the door.

*Ding dong*
The loud noice of the door bell rang thru the house I ran towards the door exited as a kid at the candy store, I opened the door with a big smile and saw Vendy, Sonia and Lara standing there with there bags slung over their shoulders, Vendy was wearing some black nike sweat pants with a simple white T-shirt, her beautiful hair was tied up with black ribbon while Sonia wore some mom jeans and with a Levi's T-shirt, her hair was down and her eye liner was on point as always. Lara wore a simple pastel purple hoodie with some jeans her dark brown hair was straightened and she had the same mysterious eyes that still sometimes got you to wonder what she was thinking. I was wearing some military green pants with a black thrasher T-shirt, I had put in some blue eye lenses to cover the different eye colours as that was one of my biggest insecurities.
"Hi guys!" I welcomed them with a big smile and hugged one and each of them.
"Come inside!" I stepped aside and gave them some space to pass by.
"Finally! Partyyyy" Vendy slung her bag down and started dancing some weird chicken dance..? Or what I think was the chicken dance.
"Vendy, relax the sleep over hasn't even started yet!" Sonia scolded Vendy like a mother would scold her daughter.
"No it's alright the sleep over have started and it's time to partyyyy!" And I also danced that weird chicken dance, and we all broke down laughing.

"Should some of us go too the convince store to buy some snacks and drinks and the others make the pizza?" I asked we were all sitting in the living room now, and we were talking non stop for hours, we had been talking about the company, school, Chunhei and how much we wanted to punch her face specially Lara.
"Yes! I can cook-"Vendy stood up.
"NO!" all of us yelled at the same time.
"Eh- we mean not this time maybe next time?" I added trying to sound kind.
"We don't need another disaster" Lara looked at vendy with quirky smile.
"Yeah, maybe next time" Sonia said trying to sound motivational.
"Yeah okay then, I can go to the convince store?" Vendy suggested.
"I can go with you" I stood up beside her.
"Okay then me and Lara was Will start baking the pizza" Sonia stood up after me and headed towards the kitchen with Lara.
"Come on Vendy let's go and buy some snacks and drinks and let's partyyy" I tired make her feel better and it kinda worked as she smiled and started dancing her weird, but funny chicken dance.

We walked down my neighbourhood some of the houses were modern and beautiful and some were small and cozy and it was a weird combination of houses in one neighbourhood, but it actually looked good and made it seem artistic.

"Oh let's buy some cheese doodles..oh oh and these chocolates.." Vendy was running around grabbing every kind of sweets she could see and putting it in the cart.
"Alright I'll get the sodas and you can look after the cart, okay?" I looked at her and her eyes were big and it kinda reminded me of puppies.
"Understood, captain!" And she made a salut something that made us laugh in the middle of the store for a while.
I walked fast towards the drink refrigerators as I knew Vendy would probably fill more and more unnecessary sweets in the cart. As I saw the refrigerator in sight I walked even faster something I would regretted if I knew what would happen next.
'Bump'
I hit my head on something hard and I felt my tongue hurting as I was biting it in pain.
"I'm so sorry" I heard familiar voice speaking beside me.
"No, no it's alright" I slowly opened my eyes and saw the last person I'll ever thought I'll see in my local convince store, Jeon jungkook..?. Or I thought it was him he was wearing a black mask and hoodie slunged over his head.
"It's you-.." I pointed at him.
"Okay dude, this the second time you bumped into me, this time I'll like a formal apology" I rubbed my nose and looked at him trying to hold in his laugh.
"It's not funny!"
"Alright, alright" he waved with his hands like he was getting arrested by a police officer or something.
"My apology?" I stopped rubbing my nose.
"How should I do it?" He asked actually being serious for the first time, something that kinda scared me.
"Jungkook? Where are you?" A boy around he's age came around the corner he had a mask and also a hoodie slung over his head something that made it hard to see who he was.
"What are you doing? I have been looking for you every where! I thought you went to get some banana milk?" The boy scolded him and jungkook started shifting his position clearly embarrassed. And the boy finally seemed to realise that I was standing there.
"And you are?" He asked without a hint of curiosity.
"Let me guess a crazy fan-?"
"Avannia! There you are I thought you went to get some soda and you didn't come back and I got really worried and I stared stressing and all.." Vendy started ranting, and didn't even notice the two boys standing in front of us and when she finally realised she seemed shocked for some reason.
"I- umm maybe we should leave, Avannia.." I looked at her and she seemed nervous.
"Are you okay, ven..?" I asked looking worried, did something happen to her while I'm was away?
"Yes, I'm totally fine!" She said it with a voice that was pretty convincing, but her eyes was telling me something else.
She grabbed my arm and took the cart and walked really fast to the cashier.

When we checked out and left the store with 5 bags with soda and snack she finally started talking:
"Um, I'm sorry Avannia I probably scared you back there.." vendy seemed pretty sorry.
"No it's alright, I was just worried, but if it's not too much to ask can you tell me what happened back there?" I answered trying my best not to pressure her.
"Umm...you know that guy.." she looked at me with nervous eyes.
"Which one, jungkook?" I asked looking at her curious.
"No the other one.." she looked down at her feet while we were walking.
"I couldn't see his face clearly because of the mask, who was he?" I asked trying not to sound too curious.
"He's name is Min yoongi, but you probably know him as suga.. him and I are like together.." she looked at me still looking nervous as if I would laugh or something.
"Wait you guys are what? Nowayyyy that's cool I'm happy for you ven!" I tried my best giving her a side hug with the heavy bags I was carrying.
"Um thank you, but like don't tell anyone..i wanna tell the girls myself when I'm ready" she said with a sigh of relief.
"Alrighty, of course I'm not gonna tell anyone!" I smiled happily feeling pleased that someone would share a secret with me something I'm not used to it's like a sign that finally someone is trusting me.
A weird, but a pleasant feeling.
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*Torquay, England*
Dear diary-
I'm ten now that means I have to start secondary school, I have heard that the children at the secondary school are more brutal than primary school kids. I'm afraid and scared, children can be really mean sometimes, but teachers can be even meaner to watch a kid get beaten up without saying anything. My mom questioned me why I had bruises on my cheek after school yesterday I just told her I fell down the stairs,another lie.. the thing that actually happened was that a few kids surrounded me at lunch and started mocking and punching me, because they said I had cursed them so that they got bad grades at the math test and that I cheated to get good ones, I didn't cheat and I didn't curse anyone. They always call me witch, a witch.. I'm i a witch is what they say true.. who I'm i?. Sometimes I just wanna leave this world, this silent, foolish world..then maybe, just maybe I'll have good life.Maybe that's good thing for everybody that I just leave this word. Maybe everyone would be happier then.
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Then you may be wondering now how did I go from a helpless child, to who I am now?