Chapter 13 - The Death Of Me

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*Ashley's POV*

The past couple of months have been really hard. I miss Morgan so much! She was like my sister and now she's gone. We try to talk to each other but it's hard when she's across the other side of the world.

I was deep in thought when I heard someone calling my name.

"Ashley?Ashley?" The voice said "Ashley?!" I pushe the thoughts to the back of my mind and realised it was Andy who was calling my name.

"Sorry, what did you want?" I said as he looked at me with worry in his eyes.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine, why?" I lied

"You don't seem to be yourself anymore" he said sitting down and putting his arm around me.

"I just miss Morgan"

"So do I" she said hugging me tighter. "anyway me and Ashley are going out, do you want to join?"

"Umm I think I'll pass, sorry"

"It's fine, I'll see you later then" she got up and kissed my head then left.

When he left I thought I'd check my Twitter. When I turned my laptop on I saw loads of people had sent me tweets so I went through them and replied to some:

- @ashley_twitter Your so lucky! I wish I had a boyfriend like Andy :( xx

From

@andyisperfect-

-@andyisperfect I'm sure you'll find someone like Andy :) P.S loving the name ;) xx

From

@ashley_twitter-

I looked at more tweets when I came across a lot of tweets which hurt my feelings.

-@ashley_twitter you don't deserve Andy! He needs someone who ain't a slut-

-@ashley_twitter just go and die you whore!-

-I hope @ashley_twitter goes an cuts herself to death!-

The tweets just went on and on till I couldn't take it anymore. I ran upstairs into the bathroom and found my old friend. I started cutting, 1 cut, 2 cuts, 3 cuts and so on. I did 10 cuts on both arms and 5 on each leg. I whipped the blood away and went back to my laptop when I saw a new tweet........ from Ben!

- @benjaminbruce: I hope @ashley_twitter has realised that no one cares about her and she should just die!-

That was it, I couldn't take it anymore!

*1 hour later*

*Andy's POV*

I walked into the house and saw Ashley's laptop was turned on in the living room.

"Ashley?" I shouted as I walked into the living room.

As I got closer to the laptop I saw she had typed something on there so I sat down to see what it said:

-Dear Andy

Before I tell you what this is about just remember I love you so much, never forget that. Right here I go....

I can't take this anymore, all the hate, then with what Ben has said and done.... I just need to end everything. No ones going to miss me so it will be easy. Andy, you need t fing someone who won't self harm or who is just genrally better for you than me. I love you Andy, forever and always but I'm sorry this has to be done-

I text the guys to ask for help.

-Guys I need your help. Asheys gone missing and I'm really worried about what she's going to do

From

Andy-

I walked out the house, still crying and started looking for Ashley.

*half an hour later*

We'd been looking for half an hour now. I sat down by a tree and started crying again. I lifted my head from my hands so I could look around when I saw a girl stood on the edge of a bridge.I stood up and started to walk towards her when I realised who it was so I ran.

"Ashley!" I shouted. I was in arms reach of her and I could see she was crying.

*Ashley's POV*

I was stood on the edge of a bridge when I herd a voice which made me burst into tears.

"Ashley!" Andy shouted "Please don't do this, you don't have to, I love you"

"Andy please, I don't want you here when I jump"

"We can sort this out, just please don't do it" I felt his hand on my arms so I turned to look at him.

"Andy I can't do this anymore. It's to hard" I said. Andy started crying again.

"I know what it's like, just let me help you because if you jump, I jump okay? so you'll let me help you?"

I nodded and climed back over the rail.

The first thing I did when I got back over the rail was hug Andy. He hugged me really tight.

"I'm never going to let anyone hurt you and I'm never going to let you go" he said kissing me on my head

"I love you" I said into his chest.

"I love you too" he said looking into my eyes then he kissed me.

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 So guys there's only one more chapter left then I'm onto the second part :D I know this story hasn't been one of the best but I've tried my hardest :) Anyway if you guys could tell me what you think of this story, I would be very greatful :) then I'll think about writing more stories in the future ^-^  So have a good day/afternoon/evening ^-^

~Ashley xxxxx

 

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