Lose Weight

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ONE WEEK LATER ;

i've been starving myself for a week now. I
promised Jungkook i won't starve myself.
My stomach hurts, asking for food... but i just
ignored it...but i feel like i deserve to feel pain.I
haven't eating anything.but i drank a little water
but that didn't help at all. I'm getting weaker
each day, and my sickness isn't helping either.
I'm slowly dying, each day Jungkook wouldn't care anyways. But please say you still love me.
I can't go on much longer.

Jungkook's pov

I think i'm ready. I'm actually doing this. But,
why do i have a bad feeling about this, but i
have to do this. I can't hide my relationship from her any longer. Jane is grtting impatient. I need to do this. She was nothing to me in first place....Right? I never loved her, right? Our happiness is all that matters, not her's, Right? I don't care if she would be gone, right? I won't reget this...right??
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I see she coming my way, i asked her to meet me on the rooftop "Hey."
"Hey,kookie."silence"We haven't spoken to each other in a long time,Kookie."she said "i know... there is a reason behind this."okay jungkook you can do that.

No regrets
"y/n, i don't love you any more .. i never did." I'm preparing myself thinking y/n will shout and scream at me. But,
she never did. I looked up from the ground and,
what i saw broke my heart.
y/n looked up at the cloudy skies, smiling while tears rolled down her face. "It's okay, i know
i'm not good enough."she smiled at me.
I wanted to say she was but no word left my mouth.
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y/n's pov

"I just wanted you to be happy."I said in a cracked voice. But, i want to be happy aswell.
"I want you to be happy without me, can you do that for me?"
Jungkook's eyes shown sadness
"Of course, Not a problem."
"You are not gonna see me again" I whispered to myself.

END
(Not a good end i know)