Dominance

Mason Angelo

Jason's POV:

Waves of regret, sorrow and hatred washed through me.

"Mason fucking Angelo.." I whispered.

The look in Kylie's eyes was pure terror, for she's never seen me like this. Sure she's seen me upset or mad, but she's never seen the monster inside of me.

"Mason Angelo.. murdered.." I started getting choked up.

Pull it together.

I couldn't finish my sentence without wanting to bash somebody's face in.

"Mason Angelo murdered Kimberly.. my little Kim..." I muttered off teary eyed.

Kylie's mouth dropped while her hand soon covered it. "Jason I'm so, so sorry" she commented, walking towards me. "Please, you don't need to tell me anymore."

"Yes I do, I have already begun and now I'm finishing my story." I barked back. She then sat down and put her head in her hands.

"We used to be best friends, more like brothers actually. We both grew up knowing the hardships and struggles of the world. We never really had the best childhoods.." I sarcastically laughed while shaking my head.

"My poor mother was working three jobs to keep this family going. My father was shot down when I was six by an unknown gun man." my voice shakily continued.

I closed my eyes, letting a few tears escape and roll down my cheeks as i flashback through all the old memories.

"Well, it was unknown until late last year when.. when I soon found out that it was Masons dad... who killed my father."

Anger rushed through my veins as my voice raised.

"We were a family, and I never in a million years would've thought that my best friends dad, would kill my own flesh and blood."

I shook my head, and walked towards the blazing fireplace slamming my fist into the mantel.

A shot of pain instantly shot up my arms, I ignored it.

"But I was wrong, I was so wrong. Then, when mason killed Kim, that's when I knew. I knew that nobody in this fucked up world can be trusted. Not even your own family."

I turned around, looking Kylie straight in her watery eyes.

"Can you even begin to comprehend the fact of family killing family? Especially my fucking best friend. The news that basically says, 'you're a worthless piece of trash that deserves nothing but shit and pain in this world. Nothing but distrust and agony...depression and pain'..." I trailed off while looking into a straight void nothing.

My body going numb, no emotion.

Kylie's muffled cried brought me back to life.

I sat down on the floor, with nothing but one last thing to say. "Sometimes it's hard to face reality.." I sighed and began crying to myself.

"You know what, if God only wants good to happen.. why'd this happen to me? Why me?" I looked up at the ceiling.

I felt small arms circle around my torso, and a head being placed on my shoulder.

"Please don't think that way. You deserve everything in this world and more. You may not believe it, but you mean so much." I heard Kylie quietly speak.

I rested my head on hers, "I wish that was the way of it.." I commented. "I don't deserve anything good in this life. I kill people Kylie. Kill. I'm a heartless murder, who honestly should be killed for my actions." I closed my eyes.

"I deserve to die.." I whispered without an ounce of emotion.

"Maybe I should just do it, get it over with and make everybody else's lives a better place. I would be out of pain and suffering.." I slightly grinned.

"That sounds so nice.."

"What does?" Kylie's asked in confusion.

"To finally be in peace and actually do something good for once.." I trailed off.

She was about to rant, I could tell by the way she mustered herself up.

"Don't you even think like that!" Kylie shot up. "You don't even have the first clue of how many people love you. Yeah sure, you've made some shitty decisions in life, but who hasn't? Nobody is expecting you to be perfect Jason. I for one sure as hell isn't and you don't see me trying to commit suicide!!"

"You just don't understand.." I shook my head.

"Your mother, Kim, Tyler, Nick, Mike..." She started saying off a list, "They all care and love about you."

I interrupted, "Um dead, dead and none my boys count. They only tolerate me so I don't kill them.." I replied.

"No, that's not true."

"Yes Kylie it is, just accept the fact that nobody gives two shits. Hell, I don't even think anybody likes me." I honestly spoke while waving my hands around the room.

She sighed, "but that's where you're wrong.."

I looked up at her in confusion, "What are you talking about?"

She stopped pacing and sat down, "I know somebody who's seen even the worst sides of you and still loves you..." She said.

I chuckled, "and who might that be?"

She really must be stupid. Have I not made my point any clearer?

She scooted over and look at me straight in the face.

"I do."

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Short chapter I know but I felt the need to update since I said I would, if I got to 600 reads and I actually got to 635!

You guys are truly amazing!

Soo we got to see the soft, sad side of Jason today. Kind of depressing, am I right?

Guess there's more to him then just a badass, sexy God!

Wonder what he'll say to Kylie about her little secret confession!!!

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